had a fancy for the sea, like many other land-locked
men to whom the great deep is a mystery and a fascination.
He read law-books with relish; and, once happening
to borrow De Lolme on the British Constitution (or
some such title), he talked about jurisprudence till
he was far beyond my depth. But to return to
Holdsworth’s letters. When the minister
sent them back he also wrote out a list of questions
suggested by their perusal, which I was to pass on
in my answers to Holdsworth, until I thought of suggesting
direct correspondence between the two. That was
the state of things as regarded the absent one when
I went to the farm for my Easter visit, and when I
found Phillis in that state of shy reserve towards
me which I have named before. I thought she was
ungrateful; for I was not quite sure if I had done
wisely in having told her what I did. I had committed
a fault, or a folly, perhaps, and all for her sake;
and here was she, less friends with me than she had
even been before. This little estrangement only
lasted a few hours. I think that as Soon as she
felt pretty sure of there being no recurrence, either
by word, look, or allusion, to the one subject that
was predominant in her mind, she came back to her old
sisterly ways with me. She had much to tell me
of her own familiar interests; how Rover had been
ill, and how anxious they had all of them been, and
how, after some little discussion between her father
and her, both equally grieved by the sufferings of
the old dog, he had been remembered in the household
prayers’, and how he had begun to get better
only the very next day, and then she would have led
me into a conversation on the right ends of prayer,
and on special providences, and I know not what; only
I ‘jibbed’ like their old cart-horse, and
refused to stir a step in that direction. Then
we talked about the different broods of chickens,
and she showed me the hens that were good mothers,
and told me the characters of all the poultry with
the utmost good faith; and in all good faith I listened,
for I believe there was a good deal of truth in all
she said. And then we strolled on into the wood
beyond the ash-meadow, and both of us sought for early
primroses, and the fresh green crinkled leaves.
She was not afraid of being alone with me after the
first day. I never saw her so lovely, or so happy.
I think she hardly knew why she was so happy all the
time. I can see her now, standing under the budding
branches of the grey trees, over which a tinge of
green seemed to be deepening day after day, her sun-bonnet
fallen back on her neck, her hands full of delicate
wood-flowers, quite unconscious of my gaze, but intent
on sweet mockery of some bird in neighbouring bush
or tree. She had the art of warbling, and replying
to the notes of different birds, and knew their song,
their habits and ways, more accurately than any one
else I ever knew. She had often done it at my
request the spring before; but this year she really
gurgled, and whistled, and warbled just as they did,