‘You love Phillis, then?’ said I.
’Love her! Yes, that I do. Who could help it, seeing her as I have done? Her character as unusual and rare as her beauty! God bless her! God keep her in her high tranquillity, her pure innocence.—Two years! It is a long time.—But she lives in such seclusion, almost like the sleeping beauty, Paul,’—(he was smiling now, though a minute before I had thought him on the verge of tears,) —’but I shall come back like a prince from Canada, and waken her to my love. I can’t help hoping that it won’t be difficult, eh, Paul?’
This touch of coxcombry displeased me a little, and I made no answer. He went on, half apologetically,—
’You see, the salary they offer me is large; and beside that, this experience will give me a name which will entitle me to expect a still larger in any future undertaking.’
‘That won’t influence Phillis.’
’No! but it will make me more eligible in the eyes of her father and mother.’ I made no answer.
‘You give me your best wishes, Paul,’ said he, almost pleading. ‘You would like me for a cousin?’
I heard the scream and whistle of the engine ready down at the sheds.
‘Ay, that I should,’ I replied, suddenly softened towards my friend now that he was going away. ’I wish you were to be married to-morrow, and I were to be best man.’
’Thank you, lad. Now for this cursed portmanteau (how the minister would be shocked); but it is heavy!’ and off we sped into the darkness. He only just caught the night train at Eltham, and I slept, desolately enough, at my old lodgings at Miss Dawsons’, for that night. Of course the next few days I was busier than ever, doing both his work and my own. Then came a letter from him, very short and affectionate. He was going out in the Saturday steamer, as he had more than half expected; and by the following Monday the man who was to succeed him would be down at Eltham. There was a P.S., with only these words:— ’My nosegay goes with me to Canada, but I do not need it to remind me of Hope Farm.’
Saturday came; but it was very late before I could go out to the farm. It was a frosty night, the stars shone clear above me, and the road was crisping beneath my feet. They must have heard my footsteps before I got up to the house. They were sitting at their usual employments in the house-place when I went in. Phillis’s eyes went beyond me in their look of welcome, and then fell in quiet disappointment on her work.
‘And where’s Mr Holdsworth?’ asked cousin Holman, in a minute or two. ’I hope his cold is not worse,—I did not like his short cough.’
I laughed awkwardly; for I felt that I was the bearer of unpleasant news.
’His cold had need be better—for he’s gone—gone away to Canada!’
I purposely looked away from Phillis, as I thus abruptly told my news.
‘To Canada!’ said the minister.