and as proud as ever her quiet face could look, guarding
her treasure, and yet glad to perceive that others
could see that it was a treasure. That afternoon
I had to return to Eltham to be ready for the next
day’s work. I found out afterwards that
the minister and his family were all ’exercised
in spirit,’ as to whether they did well in asking
me to repeat my visits at the Hope Farm, seeing that
of necessity I must return to Eltham on the Sabbath-day.
However, they did go on asking me, and I went on visiting
them, whenever my other engagements permitted me,
Mr Holdsworth being in this case, as in all, a kind
and indulgent friend. Nor did my new acquaintances
oust him from my strong regard and admiration.
I had room in my heart for all, I am happy to say,
and as far as I can remember, I kept praising each
to the other in a manner which, if I had been an older
man, living more amongst people of the world, I should
have thought unwise, as well as a little ridiculous.
It was unwise, certainly, as it was almost sure to
cause disappointment if ever they did become acquainted;
and perhaps it was ridiculous, though I do not think
we any of us thought it so at the time. The minister
used to listen to my accounts of Mr Holdsworth’s
many accomplishments and various adventures in travel
with the truest interest, and most kindly good faith;
and Mr Holdsworth in return liked to hear about my
visits to the farm, and description of my cousin’s
life there—liked it, I mean, as much as
he liked anything that was merely narrative, without
leading to action.
So I went to the farm certainly, on an average, once
a month during that autumn; the course of life there
was so peaceful and quiet, that I can only remember
one small event, and that was one that I think I took
more notice of than any one else: Phillis left
off wearing the pinafores that had always been so obnoxious
to me; I do not know why they were banished, but on
one of my visits I found them replaced by pretty linen
aprons in the morning, and a black silk one in the
afternoon. And the blue cotton gown became a
brown stuff one as winter drew on; this sounds like
some book I once read, in which a migration from the
blue bed to the brown was spoken of as a great family
event.
Towards Christmas my dear father came to see me, and
to consult Mr Holdsworth about the improvement which
has since been known as ‘Manning’s driving
wheel’. Mr Holdsworth, as I think I have
before said, had a very great regard for my father,
who had been employed in the same great machine-shop
in which Mr Holdsworth had served his apprenticeship;
and he and my father had many mutual jokes about one
of these gentlemen-apprentices who used to set about
his smith’s work in white wash-leather gloves,
for fear of spoiling his hands. Mr Holdsworth
often spoke to me about my father as having the same
kind of genius for mechanical invention as that of
George Stephenson, and my father had come over now
to consult him about several improvements, as well