Anne did not see that her cousin might not have helped it, but she thought she had said enough on the subject, and let it pass.

‘Now, Anne,’ said Elizabeth, presently after, ’what strange people we are, to stand here abusing Helen and the Hazlebys, instead of talking over such wonderful happiness as it is to think that your father and mine have been allowed to complete such a work as this church.’

‘Indeed it is wonderful happiness,’ said Anne, her eyes filling with tears, ’but I do not know whether you feel as I do, that it is too great, too overwhelming, to talk of now it is fresh.  We shall enjoy looking back to it more when we are further from it.’

‘Yes,’ said Elizabeth; ’this morning I was only fit to laugh or cry, at I did not know what, and now I am vexed with myself for having been too much occupied and annoyed with little things to be happy enough.  This Consecration day will be a glorious time to look back to, when it is alone on the horizon, and we have lost sight of all that blemishes it now.  I will tell you what it will be like.  I once saw the Church, on a misty day, from a great distance.  It was about the middle of the day, and the veil of mist was hanging all round the hill, but there stood the Church, clear and bright, and alone in the sunshine, all the scaffold poles and unfinished roughness lost sight of in the distance.  I never saw a more beautiful sight.’

’And do you expect that distance of time will conceal all blemishes as well as distance of place?’ said Anne.

‘Yes, unless I take a telescope to look at them with,’ answered Elizabeth; ’perhaps, Anne, in thirty years time, if we both live so long, we may meet and talk over this day, and smile, and wonder that we could have been vexed by anything at such a time.’

‘You like looking forward,’ said Anne; ’I suppose I am too happy, for I am afraid to look forward; any change of any sort must bring sorrow with it.’

‘I suppose you are right,’ said Elizabeth; ’that is, I believe the safest frame of mind to be that which resigns itself to anything that may be appointed for it, rather than that which makes schemes and projects for itself.’

‘Oh! but, Lizzie,’ said Anne, ’I did not mean that.  Mine is rather an indolent frame, which does not scheme, because my present condition is, I do believe, happier than any I could imagine upon earth.  I do not think that is resignation—­there are some things under which I do not think I could be resigned, at least not with my present feelings.’

‘Yes, you would, Anne,’ said Elizabeth; ’you are just the calm tempered person who would rise up to meet the trial in peace.—­But I do not know what I am talking about; and so I shall go on with what I meant to say before—­that bright visions are my great delight.  I like to fancy what Horace and Edward may be, I like to imagine my own mind grown older, I like to consider what I shall think of the things that occupy us now.  But then I am not likely to be disappointed, even if my castles in the air should fall down.  You know I am not likely to be a long-lived person.’