The Golden Bowl — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 664 pages of information about The Golden Bowl — Complete.

The Golden Bowl — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 664 pages of information about The Golden Bowl — Complete.
dissimulated, doubt and danger, whereas the tale this afternoon was taken up with a highly emphasised confidence.  The emphasis, for their general comfort, was what Charlotte had come to apply; inasmuch as, though it was not what she definitely began with, it had soon irrepressibly shaped itself.  It was the meaning of the question she had put to him as soon as they were alone—­even though indeed, as from not quite understanding, he had not then directly replied; it was the meaning of everything else, down to the conscious quaintness of her ricketty “growler” and the conscious humility of her dress.  It had helped him a little, the question of these eccentricities, to let her immediate appeal pass without an answer.  He could ask her instead what had become of her carriage and why, above all, she was not using it in such weather.

“It’s just because of the weather,” she explained.  “It’s my little idea.  It makes me feel as I used to—­when I could do as I liked.”

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This came out so straight that he saw at once how much truth it expressed; yet it was truth that still a little puzzled him.  “But did you ever like knocking about in such discomfort?”

“It seems to me now that I then liked everything.  It’s the charm, at any rate,” she said from her place at the fire, “of trying again the old feelings.  They come back—­they come back.  Everything,” she went on, “comes back.  Besides,” she wound up, “you know for yourself.”

He stood near her, his hands in his pockets; but not looking at her, looking hard at the tea-table.  “Ah, I haven’t your courage.  Moreover,” he laughed, “it seems to me that, so far as that goes, I do live in hansoms.  But you must awfully want your tea,” he quickly added; “so let me give you a good stiff cup.”

He busied himself with this care, and she sat down, on his pushing up a low seat, where she had been standing; so that, while she talked, he could bring her what she further desired.  He moved to and fro before her, he helped himself; and her visit, as the moments passed, had more and more the effect of a signal communication that she had come, all responsibly and deliberately, as on the clear show of the clock-face of their situation, to make.  The whole demonstration, none the less, presented itself as taking place at a very high level of debate—­ in the cool upper air of the finer discrimination, the deeper sincerity, the larger philosophy.  No matter what were the facts invoked and arrayed, it was only a question, as yet, of their seeing their way together:  to which indeed, exactly, the present occasion appeared to have so much to contribute.  “It’s not that you haven’t my courage,” Charlotte said, “but that you haven’t, I rather think, my imagination.  Unless indeed it should turn out after all,” she added, “that you haven’t even my intelligence.  However, I shall not be afraid of that till you’ve given me more proof.”  And she made again, but more clearly, her point of a moment before.  “You

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