who had rather artlessly remained with her. Fanny
had then arrived in sight of them at the same moment
as someone else she didn’t know, someone who
knew Mrs. Assingham and also knew Sir John. Charlotte
had left it to her friend’s competence to throw
the two others immediately together and to find a
way for entertaining her in closer quarters. This
was the little history of the vision, in her, that
was now rapidly helping her to recognise a precious
chance, the chance that mightn’t again soon
be so good for the vivid making of a point. Her
point was before her; it was sharp, bright, true; above
all it was her own. She had reached it quite
by herself; no one, not even Amerigo—Amerigo
least of all, who would have nothing to do with it—had
given her aid. To make it now with force for Fanny
Assingham’s benefit would see her further, in
the direction in which the light had dawned, than
any other spring she should, yet awhile, doubtless,
be able to press. The direction was that of her
greater freedom—which was all in the world
she had in mind. Her opportunity had accordingly,
after a few minutes of Mrs. Assingham’s almost
imprudently interested expression of face, positively
acquired such a price for her that she may, for ourselves,
while the intensity lasted, rather resemble a person
holding out a small mirror at arm’s length and
consulting it with a special turn of the head.
It was, in a word, with this value of her chance that
she was intelligently playing when she said in answer
to Fanny’s last question: “Don’t
you remember what you told me, on the occasion of
something or other, the other day? That you believe
there’s nothing I’m afraid of? So,
my dear, don’t ask me!”
“Mayn’t I ask you,” Mrs. Assingham
returned, “how the case stands with your poor
husband?”
“Certainly, dear. Only, when you ask me
as if I mightn’t perhaps know what to think,
it seems to me best to let you see that I know perfectly
what to think.”
Mrs. Assingham hesitated; then, blinking a little,
she took her risk. “You didn’t think
that if it was a question of anyone’s returning
to him, in his trouble, it would be better you yourself
should have gone?”
Well, Charlotte’s answer to this inquiry visibly
shaped itself in the interest of the highest considerations.
The highest considerations were good humour, candour,
clearness and, obviously, the real truth.
“If we couldn’t be perfectly frank and
dear with each other, it would be ever so much better,
wouldn’t it? that we shouldn’t talk about
anything at all; which, however, would be dreadful—and
we certainly, at any rate, haven’t yet come
to it. You can ask me anything under the sun you
like, because, don’t you see? you can’t
upset me.”
“I’m sure, my dear Charlotte,” Fanny
Assingham laughed, “I don’t want to upset
you.”
“Indeed, love, you simply couldn’t
even if you thought it necessary—that’s
all I mean. Nobody could, for it belongs to my
situation that I’m, by no merit of my own, just
fixed—fixed as fast as a pin stuck, up
to its head, in a cushion. I’m placed—I
can’t imagine anyone more placed. There
I am!”