place for the nominally main occupant of so large a
house to retire to—and this without prejudice,
either, to the fact that his visitor wouldn’t,
as he apprehended, explicitly make him a scene.
Should she frankly denounce him for a sneak he would
simply go to pieces; but he was, after an instant,
not afraid of that. Wouldn’t she rather,
as emphasising their communion, accept and in a manner
exploit the anomaly, treat it perhaps as romantic
or possibly even as comic?—show at least
that they needn’t mind even though the vast table,
draped in brown holland, thrust itself between them
as an expanse of desert sand. She couldn’t
cross the desert, but she could, and did, beautifully
get round it; so that for him to convert it into an
obstacle he would have had to cause himself, as in
some childish game or unbecoming romp, to be pursued,
to be genially hunted. This last was a turn he
was well aware the occasion should on no account take;
and there loomed before him—for the mere
moment— the prospect of her fairly proposing
that they should knock about the balls. That
danger certainly, it struck him, he should manage
in some way to deal with. Why too, for that matter,
had he need of defences, material or other?—how
was it a question of dangers really to be called such?
The deep danger, the only one that made him, as an
idea, positively turn cold, would have been the possibility
of her seeking him in marriage, of her bringing up
between them that terrible issue. Here, fortunately,
she was powerless, it being apparently so provable
against her that she had a husband in undiminished
existence.
She had him, it was true, only in America, only in
Texas, in Nebraska, in Arizona or somewhere—somewhere
that, at old Fawns House, in the county of Kent, scarcely
counted as a definite place at all; it showed somehow,
from afar, as so lost, so indistinct and illusory,
in the great alkali desert of cheap Divorce.
She had him even in bondage, poor man, had him in
contempt, had him in remembrance so imperfect as barely
to assert itself, but she had him, none the less,
in existence unimpeached: the Miss Lutches had
seen him in the flesh—as they had appeared
eager to mention; though when they were separately
questioned their descriptions failed to tally.
He would be at the worst, should it come to the worst,
Mrs. Rance’s difficulty, and he served therefore
quite enough as the stout bulwark of anyone else.
This was in truth logic without a flaw, yet it gave
Mr. Verver less comfort than it ought. He feared
not only danger—he feared the idea of danger,
or in other words feared, hauntedly, himself.
It was above all as a symbol that Mrs. Rance actually
rose before him—a symbol of the supreme
effort that he should have sooner or later, as he
felt, to make. This effort would be to say No—he
lived in terror of having to. He should be proposed
to at a given moment—it was only a question
of time—and then he should have to do a
thing that would be extremely disagreeable. He