difference, as it might be, of his lurking there by
his own act and his own choice; the admission of which
had indeed virtually been in his starting, on her
entrance, as if even this were in its degree an interference.
That was what betrayed for her, practically, his fear
of her fifty ideas, and what had begun, after a minute,
to make her wish to repudiate or explain. It was
more wonderful than she could have told; it was for
all the world as if she was succeeding with him beyond
her intention. She had, for these instants, the
sense that he exaggerated, that the imputation of
purpose had fairly risen too high in him. She
had begun, a year ago, by asking herself how she could
make him think more of her; but what was it, after
all, he was thinking now? He kept his eyes on
her telegram; he read it more than once, easy as it
was, in spite of its conveyed deprecation, to understand;
during which she found herself almost awestruck with
yearning, almost on the point of marking somehow what
she had marked in the garden at Fawns with Charlotte—that
she had truly come unarmed. She didn’t
bristle with intentions—she scarce knew,
as he at this juncture affected her, what had become
of the only intention she had come with. She
had nothing but her old idea, the old one he knew;
she hadn’t the ghost of another. Presently
in fact, when four or five minutes had elapsed, it
was as if she positively, hadn’t so much even
as that one. He gave her back her paper, asking
with it if there were anything in particular she wished
him to do.
She stood there with her eyes on him, doubling the
telegram together as if it had been a precious thing
and yet all the while holding her breath. Of
a sudden, somehow, and quite as by the action of their
merely having between them these few written words,
an extraordinary fact came up. He was with her
as if he were hers, hers in a degree and on a scale,
with an intensity and an intimacy, that were a new
and a strange quantity, that were like the irruption
of a tide loosening them where they had stuck and
making them feel they floated. What was it that,
with the rush of this, just kept her from putting
out her hands to him, from catching at him as, in
the other time, with the superficial impetus he and
Charlotte had privately conspired to impart, she had
so often, her breath failing her, known the impulse
to catch at her father? She did, however, just
yet, nothing inconsequent— though she couldn’t
immediately have said what saved her; and by the time
she had neatly folded her telegram she was doing something
merely needful. “I wanted you simply to
know—so that you mayn’t by accident
miss them. For it’s the last,” said
Maggie.
“The last?”
“I take it as their good-bye.” And
she smiled as she could always smile. “They
come in state—to take formal leave.
They do everything that’s proper. Tomorrow,”
she said, “they go to Southampton.”
“If they do everything that’s proper,”
the Prince presently asked, “why don’t
they at least come to dine?”