The Golden Bowl — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 664 pages of information about The Golden Bowl — Complete.

The Golden Bowl — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 664 pages of information about The Golden Bowl — Complete.
complications, made the air too tropical.  In the boat they were father and daughter, and poor Dotty and Kitty supplied abundantly, for their situation, the oars or the sail.  Why, into the bargain, for that matter—­this came to Maggie—­couldn’t they always live, so far as they lived together, in a boat?  She felt in her face, with the question, the breath of a possibility that soothed her; they needed only know each other, henceforth, in the unmarried relation.  That other sweet evening, in the same place, he had been as unmarried as possible—­which had kept down, so to speak, the quantity of change in their state.  Well then, that other sweet evening was what the present sweet evening would resemble; with the quite calculable effect of an exquisite inward refreshment.  They had, after all, whatever happened, always and ever each other; each other—­that was the hidden treasure and the saving truth—­to do exactly what they would with:  a provision full of possibilities.  Who could tell, as yet, what, thanks to it, they wouldn’t have done before the end?

They had meanwhile been tracing together, in the golden air that, toward six o’clock of a July afternoon, hung about the massed Kentish woods, several features of the social evolution of her old playmates, still beckoned on, it would seem, by unattainable ideals, still falling back, beyond the sea, to their native seats, for renewals of the moral, financial, conversational—­one scarce knew what to call it—­outfit, and again and for ever reappearing like a tribe of Wandering Jewesses.  Our couple had finally exhausted, however, the study of these annals, and Maggie was to take up, after a drop, a different matter, or one at least with which the immediate connection was not at first apparent.  “Were you amused at me just now—­when I wondered what other people could wish to struggle for?  Did you think me,” she asked with some earnestness—­“well, fatuous?”

“’Fatuous’?”—­he seemed at a loss.

“I mean sublime in our happiness—­as if looking down from a height.  Or, rather, sublime in our general position—­that’s what I mean.”  She spoke as from the habit of her anxious conscience something that disposed her frequently to assure herself, for her human commerce, of the state of the “books” of the spirit.  “Because I don’t at all want,” she explained, “to be blinded, or made ‘sniffy,’ by any sense of a social situation.”  Her father listened to this declaration as if the precautions of her general mercy could still, as they betrayed themselves, have surprises for him—­to say nothing of a charm of delicacy and beauty; he might have been wishing to see how far she could go and where she would, all touchingly to him, arrive.  But she waited a little—­as if made nervous, precisely, by feeling him depend too much on what she said.  They were avoiding the serious, standing off, anxiously, from the real, and they fell, again and again, as if to disguise their precaution itself, into the tone of the time that came back to them from their other talk, when they had shared together this same refuge.  “Don’t you remember,” she went on, “how, when they were here before, I broke it to you that I wasn’t so very sure we, ourselves had the thing itself?”

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