Visibly, palpably, traceably, he stood off from this,
moved back from it as from an open chasm now suddenly
perceived, but which had been, between the two, with
so much, so strangely much else, quite uncalculated.
Verily it towered before her, this history of their
confidence. They had built strong and piled high—based
as it was on such appearances—their conviction
that, thanks to her native complacencies of so many
sorts, she would always, quite to the end and through
and through, take them as nobly sparing her.
Amerigo was at any rate having the sensation of a
particular ugliness to avoid, a particular difficulty
to count with, that practically found him as unprepared
as if he had been, like his wife, an abjectly simple
person. And she meanwhile, however abjectly simple,
was further discerning, for herself, that, whatever
he might have to take from her—she being,
on her side, beautifully free—he would absolutely
not be able, for any qualifying purpose, to name Charlotte
either. As his father-in-law’s wife Mrs.
Verver rose between them there, for the time, in august
and prohibitive form; to protect her, defend her,
explain about her, was, at the least, to bring her
into the question—which would be by the
same stroke to bring her husband. But this was
exactly the door Maggie wouldn’t open to him;
on all of which she was the next moment asking herself
if, thus warned and embarrassed, he were not fairly
writhing in his pain. He writhed, on that hypothesis,
some seconds more, for it was not till then that he
had chosen between what he could do and what he couldn’t.
“You’re apparently drawing immense conclusions
from very small matters. Won’t you perhaps
feel, in fairness, that you’re striking out,
triumphing, or whatever I may call it, rather too
easily—feel it when I perfectly admit that
your smashed cup there does come back to me?
I frankly confess, now, to the occasion, and to having
wished not to speak of it to you at the time.
We took two or three hours together, by arrangement;
it was on the eve of my marriage—at
the moment you say. But that put it on the eve
of yours too, my dear—which was directly
the point. It was desired to find for you, at
the eleventh hour, some small wedding-present—a
hunt, for something worth giving you, and yet possible
from other points of view as well, in which it seemed
I could be of use. You were naturally not to
be told—precisely because it was all for
you. We went forth together and we looked; we
rummaged about and, as I remember we called it, we
prowled; then it was that, as I freely recognise,
we came across that crystal cup—which I’m
bound to say, upon my honour, I think it rather a
pity Fanny Assingham, from whatever good motive, should
have treated so.” He had kept his hands
in his pockets; he turned his eyes again, but more
complacently now, to the ruins of the precious vessel;
and Maggie could feel him exhale into the achieved
quietness of his explanation a long, deep breath of