the answers to his questions, all the impressions
and generalisations, he gathered; putting them away
and packing them down because he wanted his great gun
to be loaded to the brim on the day he should decide
to let it off. He wanted first to make sure of
the whole of the subject that was unrolling itself
before him; after which the innumerable facts he had
collected would find their use. He knew what he
was about—– trust him at last therefore
to make, and to some effect, his big noise. And
Mrs. Assingham had repeated that he knew what he was
about. It was the happy form of this assurance
that had remained with Maggie; it could always come
in for her that Amerigo knew what he was about.
He might at moments seem vague, seem absent, seem
even bored: this when, away from her father, with
whom it was impossible for him to appear anything
but respectfully occupied, he let his native gaiety
go in outbreaks of song, or even of quite whimsical
senseless sound, either expressive of intimate relaxation
or else fantastically plaintive. He might at
times reflect with the frankest lucidity on the circumstance
that the case was for a good while yet absolutely
settled in regard to what he still had left, at home,
of his very own; in regard to the main seat of his
affection, the house in Rome, the big black palace,
the Palazzo Nero, as he was fond of naming it, and
also on the question of the villa in the Sabine hills,
which she had, at the time of their engagement, seen
and yearned over, and the Castello proper, described
by him always as the “perched” place,
that had, as she knew, formerly stood up, on the pedestal
of its mountain-slope, showing beautifully blue from
afar, as the head and front of the princedom.
He might rejoice in certain moods over the so long-estranged
state of these properties, not indeed all irreclaimably
alienated, but encumbered with unending leases and
charges, with obstinate occupants, with impossibilities
of use—all without counting the cloud of
mortgages that had, from far back, buried them beneath
the ashes of rage and remorse, a shroud as thick as
the layer once resting on the towns at the foot of
Vesuvius, and actually making of any present restorative
effort a process much akin to slow excavation.
Just so he might with another turn of his humour almost
wail for these brightest spots of his lost paradise,
declaring that he was an idiot not to be able to bring
himself to face the sacrifices—sacrifices
resting, if definitely anywhere, with Mr. Verver—necessary
for winning them back.
One of the most comfortable things between the husband and the wife meanwhile—one of those easy certitudes they could be merely gay about—was that she never admired him so much, or so found him heartbreakingly handsome, clever, irresistible, in the very degree in which he had originally and fatally dawned upon her, as when she saw other women reduced to the same passive pulp that had then begun, once for all, to constitute her substance. There