in a relation, so changed—it was the new
terms of her problem that would tax Charlotte’s
art. The Princess could pull herself up, repeatedly,
by remembering that the real “relation”
between her father and his wife was a thing that she
knew nothing about and that, in strictness, was none
of her business; but she none the less failed to keep
quiet, as she would have called it, before the projected
image of their ostensibly happy isolation. Nothing
could have had less of the quality of quietude than
a certain queer wish that fitfully flickered up in
her, a wish that usurped, perversely, the place of
a much more natural one. If Charlotte, while
she was about it, could only have been
worse!—
that idea Maggie fell to invoking instead of the idea
that she might desirably have been better. For,
exceedingly odd as it was to feel in such ways, she
believed she mightn’t have worried so much if
she didn’t somehow make her stepmother out, under
the beautiful trees and among the dear old gardens,
as lavish of fifty kinds of confidence and twenty
kinds, at least, of gentleness. Gentleness and
confidence were certainly the right thing, as from
a charming woman to her husband, but the fine tissue
of reassurance woven by this lady’s hands and
flung over her companion as a light, muffling veil,
formed precisely a wrought transparency through which
she felt her father’s eyes continually rest
on herself. The reach of his gaze came to her
straighter from a distance; it showed him as still
more conscious, down there alone, of the suspected,
the felt elaboration of the process of their not alarming
or hurting him. She had herself now, for weeks
and weeks, and all unwinkingly, traced the extension
of this pious effort; but her perfect success in giving
no sign—she did herself
that credit—would
have been an achievement quite wasted if Mrs. Verver
should make with him those mistakes of proportion,
one set of them too abruptly, too incoherently designed
to correct another set, that she had made with his
daughter. However, if she
had been worse,
poor woman, who should say that her husband would,
to a certainty, have been better?
One groped noiselessly among such questions, and it
was actually not even definite for the Princess that
her own Amerigo, left alone with her in town, had
arrived at the golden mean of non-precautionary gallantry
which would tend, by his calculation, to brush private
criticism from its last perching-place. The truth
was, in this connection, that she had different sorts
of terrors, and there were hours when it came to her
that these days were a prolonged repetition of that
night-drive, of weeks before, from the other house
to their own, when he had tried to charm her, by his
sovereign personal power, into some collapse that
would commit her to a repudiation of consistency.
She was never alone with him, it was to be said, without
her having sooner or later to ask herself what had
already become of her consistency; yet, at the same