and of the charm, the sinister charm, of their having
to hold their breath to watch her; a topic the momentous
midnight discussion at which we have been present was
so far from having exhausted. It came up, irrepressibly,
at all private hours; they had planted it there between
them, and it grew, from day to day, in a manner to
make their sense of responsibility almost yield to
their sense of fascination. Mrs. Assingham declared
at such moments that in the interest of this admirable
young thing—to whom, she also declared,
she had quite “come over”—she
was ready to pass with all the world else, even with
the Prince himself, the object, inconsequently, as
well, of her continued, her explicitly shameless appreciation,
for a vulgar, indelicate, pestilential woman, showing
her true character in an abandoned old age. The
Colonel’s confessed attention had been enlisted,
we have seen, as never yet, under pressure from his
wife, by any guaranteed imbroglio; but this, she could
assure him she perfectly knew, was not a bit because
he was sorry for her, or touched by what she had let
herself in for, but because, when once they had been
opened, he couldn’t keep his eyes from resting
complacently, resting almost intelligently, on the
Princess. If he was in love with
her now,
however, so much the better; it would help them both
not to wince at what they would have to do for her.
Mrs. Assingham had come back to that, whenever he
groaned or grunted; she had at no beguiled moment—
since Maggie’s little march
was positively
beguiling—let him lose sight of the grim
necessity awaiting them. “We shall have,
as I’ve again and again told you, to lie for
her—to lie till we’re black in the
face.”
“To lie ‘for’ her?” The Colonel
often, at these hours, as from a vague vision of old
chivalry in a new form, wandered into apparent lapses
from lucidity.
“To lie to her, up and down, and in and
out—it comes to the same thing. It
will consist just as much of lying to the others too:
to the Prince about one’s belief in him;
to Charlotte about one’s belief in her;
to Mr. Verver, dear sweet man, about one’s belief
in everyone. So we’ve work cut out—with
the biggest lie, on top of all, being that we like
to be there for such a purpose. We hate it unspeakably—I’m
more ready to be a coward before it, to let the whole
thing, to let everyone, selfishly and pusillanimously
slide, than before any social duty, any felt human
call, that has ever forced me to be decent. I
speak at least for myself. For you,” she
had added, “as I’ve given you so perfect
an opportunity to fall in love with Maggie, you’ll
doubtless find your account in being so much nearer
to her.”
“And what do you make,” the Colonel could,
at this, always imperturbably enough ask, “of
the account you yourself will find in being so much
nearer to the Prince; of your confirmed, if not exasperated,
infatuation with whom—to say nothing of
my weak good-nature about it—you give such
a pretty picture?”