all actually leading. This would doubtless be,
as people said, a large order; but that Mrs. Assingham
existed, substantially, or could somehow be made prevailingly
to exist, for her private benefit, was the finest
flower Maggie had plucked from among the suggestions
sown, like abundant seed, on the occasion of the entertainment
offered in Portland Place to the Matcham company.
Mrs. Assingham, that night, rebounding from dejection,
had bristled with bravery and sympathy; she had then
absolutely, she had perhaps recklessly, for herself,
betrayed the deeper and darker consciousness—an
impression it would now be late for her inconsistently
to attempt to undo. It was with a wonderful air
of giving out all these truths that the Princess at
present approached her again; making doubtless at
first a sufficient scruple of letting her know what
in especial she asked of her, yet not a bit ashamed,
as she in fact quite expressly declared, of Fanny’s
discerned foreboding of the strange uses she might
perhaps have for her. Quite from the first, really,
Maggie said extraordinary things to her, such as “You
can help me, you know, my dear, when nobody else can;”
such as “I almost wish, upon my word, that you
had something the matter with you, that you had lost
your health, or your money, or your reputation (forgive
me, love!) so that I might be with you as much as
I want, or keep you with
me, without exciting
comment, without exciting any other remark than that
such kindnesses are ‘like’ me.”
We have each our own way of making up for our unselfishness,
and Maggie, who had no small self at all as against
her husband or her father and only a weak and uncertain
one as against her stepmother, would verily, at this
crisis, have seen Mrs. Assingham’s personal
life or liberty sacrificed without a pang.
The attitude that the appetite in question maintained
in her was to draw peculiar support moreover from
the current aspects and agitations of her victim.
This personage struck her, in truth, as ready for
almost anything; as not perhaps effusively protesting,
yet as wanting with a restlessness of her own to know
what she wanted. And in the long run—which
was none so long either—there was to be
no difficulty, as happened, about that. It was
as if, for all the world, Maggie had let her see that
she held her, that she made her, fairly responsible
for something; not, to begin with, dotting all the
i’s nor hooking together all the links, but
treating her, without insistence, rather with caressing
confidence, as there to see and to know, to advise
and to assist. The theory, visibly, had patched
itself together for her that the dear woman had somehow,
from the early time, had a hand in all their
fortunes, so that there was no turn of their common
relations and affairs that couldn’t be traced
back in some degree to her original affectionate interest.
On this affectionate interest the good lady’s
young friend now built, before her eyes —very
much as a wise, or even as a mischievous, child, playing
on the floor, might pile up blocks, skilfully and dizzily,
with an eye on the face of a covertly-watching elder.