by good fortune, to an altogether dazzling person?
That was an old, old story, but the truth of it shone
out to her like the beauty of some family picture,
some mellow portrait of an ancestor, that she might
have been looking at, almost in surprise, after a
long intermission. The dazzling person was upstairs
and she was down, and there were moreover the other
facts of the selection and decision that this demonstration
of her own had required, and of the constant care
that the equilibrium involved; but she had, all the
same, never felt so absorbingly married, so abjectly
conscious of a master of her fate. He could do
what he would with her; in fact what was actually
happening was that he was actually doing it. “What
he would,” what he
really would—only
that quantity itself escaped perhaps, in the brightness
of the high harmony, familiar naming and discussing.
It was enough of a recognition for her that, whatever
the thing he might desire, he would always absolutely
bring it off. She knew at this moment, without
a question, with the fullest surrender, how he had
brought off, in her, by scarce more than a single
allusion, a perfect flutter of tenderness. If
he had come back tired, tired from his long day, the
exertion had been, literally, in her service and her
father’s. They two had sat at home at peace,
the Principino between them, the complications of
life kept down, the bores sifted out, the large ease
of the home preserved, because of the way the others
held the field and braved the weather. Amerigo
never complained—any more than, for that
matter, Charlotte did; but she seemed to see to-night
as she had never yet quite done that their business
of social representation, conceived as they conceived
it, beyond any conception of her own, and conscientiously
carried out, was an affair of living always in harness.
She remembered Fanny Assingham’s old judgment,
that friend’s description of her father and
herself as not living at all, as not knowing what to
do or what might be done for them; and there came
back to her with it an echo of the long talk they
had had together, one September day at Fawns, under
the trees, when she put before him this dictum of
Fanny’s.
That occasion might have counted for them—she
had already often made the reflection—as
the first step in an existence more intelligently
arranged. It had been an hour from which the chain
of causes and consequences was definitely traceable—so
many things, and at the head of the list her father’s
marriage, having appeared to her to flow from Charlotte’s
visit to Fawns, and that event itself having flowed
from the memorable talk. But what perhaps most
came out in the light of these concatenations was
that it had been, for all the world, as if Charlotte
had been “had in,” as the servants always
said of extra help, because they had thus suffered
it to be pointed out to them that if their family
coach lumbered and stuck the fault was in its lacking
its complement of wheels. Having but three, as