be felt as having come up at the end of a quarter
of an hour during which he had liberally talked and
she had genially questioned. He had told her of
his day, the happy thought of his roundabout journey
with Charlotte, all their cathedral-hunting adventure,
and how it had turned out rather more of an affair
than they expected. The moral of it was, at any
rate, that he was tired, verily, and must have a bath
and dress—to which end she would kindly
excuse him for the shortest time possible. She
was to remember afterwards something that had passed
between them on this—how he had looked,
for her, during an instant, at the door, before going
out, how he had met her asking him, in hesitation
first, then quickly in decision, whether she couldn’t
help him by going up with him. He had perhaps
also for a moment hesitated, but he had declined her
offer, and she was to preserve, as I say, the memory
of the smile with which he had opined that at that
rate they wouldn’t dine till ten o’clock
and that he should go straighter and faster alone.
Such things, as I say, were to come back to her—they
played, through her full after-sense, like lights on
the whole impression; the subsequent parts of the
experience were not to have blurred their distinctness.
One of these subsequent parts, the first, had been
the not inconsiderable length, to her later and more
analytic consciousness, of this second wait for her
husband’s reappearance. She might certainly,
with the best will in the world, had she gone up with
him, have been more in his way than not, since people
could really, almost always, hurry better without
help than with it. Still, she could actually hardly
have made him take more time than he struck her taking,
though it must indeed be added that there was now
in this much-thinking little person’s state
of mind no mere crudity of impatience. Something
had happened, rapidly, with the beautiful sight of
him and with the drop of her fear of having annoyed
him by making him go to and fro. Subsidence of
the fearsome, for Maggie’s spirit, was always,
at first, positive emergence of the sweet, and it was
long since anything had been so sweet to her as the
particular quality suddenly given by her present emotion
to the sense of possession.
XXVI
Amerigo was away from her again, as she sat there,
as she walked there without him—for she
had, with the difference of his presence in the house,
ceased to keep herself from moving about; but the
hour was filled nevertheless with the effect of his
nearness, and above all with the effect, strange in
an intimacy so established, of an almost renewed vision
of the facts of his aspect. She had seen him
last but five days since, yet he had stood there before
her as if restored from some far country, some long
voyage, some combination of dangers or fatigues.
This unquenchable variety in his appeal to her interest,
what did it mean but that—reduced to the
flatness of mere statement—she was married,