in which she let dignity go; then there were others
when, clinging with her winged concentration to some
deep cell of her heart, she stored away her hived
tenderness as if she had gathered it all from flowers.
He was walking ostensibly beside her, but in fact
given over, without a break, to the grey medium in
which he helplessly groped; a perception on her part
which was a perpetual pang and which might last what
it would—for ever if need be—but
which, if relieved at all, must be relieved by his
act alone. She herself could do nothing more for
it; she had done the utmost possible. It was
meantime not the easier to bear for this aspect under
which Charlotte was presented as depending on him
for guidance, taking it from him even in doses of bitterness,
and yet lost with him in devious depths. Nothing
was thus more sharply to be inferred than that he
had promptly enough warned her, on hearing from her
of the precious assurance received from his wife,
that she must take care her satisfaction didn’t
betray something of her danger. Maggie had a
day of still waiting, after allowing him time to learn
how unreservedly she had lied for him—of
waiting as for the light of she scarce knew what slow-shining
reflection of this knowledge in his personal attitude.
What retarded evolution, she asked herself in these
hours, mightn’t poor Charlotte all unwittingly
have precipitated? She was thus poor Charlotte
again for Maggie even while Maggie’s own head
was bowed, and the reason for this kept coming back
to our young woman in the conception of what would
secretly have passed. She saw her, face to face
with the Prince, take from him the chill of his stiffest
admonition, with the possibilities of deeper difficulty
that it represented for each. She heard her ask,
irritated and sombre, what tone, in God’s name—since
her bravery didn’t suit him—she was
then to adopt; and, by way of a fantastic flight of
divination, she heard Amerigo reply, in a voice of
which every fine note, familiar and admirable, came
home to her, that one must really manage such prudences
a little for one’s self. It was positive
in the Princess that, for this, she breathed Charlotte’s
cold air—turned away from him in it with
her, turned with her, in growing compassion, this way
and that, hovered behind her while she felt her ask
herself where then she should rest. Marvellous
the manner in which, under such imaginations, Maggie
thus circled and lingered—quite as if she
were, materially, following her unseen, counting every
step she helplessly wasted, noting every hindrance
that brought her to a pause.
A few days of this, accordingly, had wrought a change in that apprehension of the instant beatitude of triumph—of triumph magnanimous and serene—with which the upshot of the night-scene on the terrace had condemned our young woman to make terms. She had had, as we know, her vision of the gilt bars bent, of the door of the cage forced open from within and the creature imprisoned roaming at large—a movement,