the gate one by one, and came round me. It seemed
to them that I was there to feed them; and they held
their neat red or yellow heads to one side and the
other, inquiring with their beady eyes, surprised
at my stillness. They were pretty with their
speckled feathers, and as it seemed to me, plump and
young, so that I wondered how many of them would in
time feed me. Finding, however, that I gave them
nothing to eat, they went away, and there arose, in
place of their clucking, the thin singing of air passing
through some long tube. I knew it for the whining
of my dog, who had nosed me out, but could not get
through the padlocked gate. And as I lifted
him over, I was glad the postman could not see me—for
I felt that to lift a dog over a gate would be against
the principles of one for whom the connection of sheep
with good behaviour had been too strange a thought.
And it suddenly rushed into my mind that the time would
no doubt come when the conduct of apples, being plucked
from the mother tree, would inspire us, and we should
say: “They’re really very good!”
And I wondered, were those future watchers of apple-gathering
farther from me than I, watching sheep-shearing, from
the postman? I thought, too, of the pretty dreams
being dreamt about the land, and of the people who
dreamed them. And I looked at that land, covered
with the sweet pinkish-green of the clover, and considered
how much of it, through the medium of sheep, would
find its way into me, to enable me to come out here
and be eaten by midges, and speculate about things,
and conceive the sentiment of how good the sheep were.
And it all seemed queer. I thought, too, of a
world entirely composed of people who could see the
sheen rippling on that clover, and feel a sort of
sweet elation at the scent of it, and I wondered how
much clover would be sown then? Many things I
thought of, sitting there, till the sun sank below
the moor line, the wind died off the clover, and the
midges slept. Here and there in the iris-coloured
sky a star crept out; the soft-hooting owls awoke.
But still I lingered, watching how, one after another,
shapes and colours died into twilight; and I wondered
what the postman thought of twilight, that inconvenient
state, when things were neither dark nor light; and
I wondered what the sheep were thinking this first
night without their coats. Then, slinking along
the hedge, noiseless, unheard by my sleeping spaniel,
I saw a tawny dog stealing by. He passed without
seeing us, licking his lean chops.
“Yes, friend,” I thought, “you have been after something very unholy; you have been digging up buried lamb, or some desirable person of that kind!”