sunk in its most private moods. I seemed to see
her little restless, furtive, utterly unmoral soul,
so stripped of all defence, as if she had taken it
from her heart and handed it out to me. I saw
that she was one of those whose hands slip as indifferently
into others’ pockets as into their own; incapable
of fidelity, and incapable of trusting; quick as cats,
and as devoid of application; ready to scratch, ready
to purr, ready to scratch again; quick to change, and
secretly as unchangeable as a little pebble.
And I thought: “Here we are, taking her
to the Zoo (by no means for the first time, if demeanour
be any guide), and we shall put her in a cage, and
make her sew, and give her good books which she will
not read; and she will sew, and walk up and down,
until we let her out; then she will return to her old
haunts, and at once go prowling and do exactly the
same again, what ever it was, until we catch her and
lock her up once more. And in this way we shall
go on purifying Society until she dies.”
And I thought: If indeed she had been created
cat in body as well as in soul, we should not have
treated her thus, but should have said: ’Go
on, little cat, you scratch us sometimes, you steal
often, you are as sensual as the night. All this
we cannot help. It is your nature. So
were you made—we know you cannot change—you
amuse us! Go on, little cat!’ Would it
not then be better, and less savoury of humbug if
we said the same to her whose cat-soul has chanced
into this human shape? For assuredly she will
but pilfer, and scratch a little, and be mildly vicious,
in her little life, and do no desperate harm, having
but poor capacity for evil behind that petty, thin-upped
mask. What is the good of all this padlock business
for such as she; are we not making mountains out of
her mole hills? Where is our sense of proportion,
and our sense of humour? Why try to alter the
make and shape of Nature with our petty chisels?
Or, if we must take care of her, to save ourselves,
in the name of Heaven let us do it in a better way
than this! And suddenly I remembered that I was
a Grand Juryman, a purifier of Society, who had brought
her bill in true; and, that I might not think these
thoughts unworthy of a good citizen, I turned my eyes
away from her and took up my list of indictments.
Yes, there she was, at least so I decided: Number
42, “Pilson, Jenny: Larceny, pocket-picking.”
And I turned my memory back to the evidence about her
case, but I could not remember a single word.
In the margin I had noted: “Incorrigible
from a child up; bad surroundings.” And
a mad impulse came over me to go back to my window
and call through the bars to her: “Jenny
Pilson! Jenny Pilson! It was I who bred
you and surrounded you with evil! It was I who
caught you for being what I made you! I brought
your bill in true! I judged you, and I caged
you! Jenny Pilson! Jenny Pilson!”
But just as I reached the window, the door of my waiting-room
was fortunately opened, and a voice said: “Now,
sir; at your service!"...