Soon I was taken with my accomplices to have my name called, and to be sworn.  I do not remember much about that process, too occupied with wondering what these companions of mine were like; but presently we all came to a long room with a long table, where nineteen lists of indictments and nineteen pieces of blotting paper were set alongside nineteen pens.  We did not, I recollect, speak much to one another, but sat down, and studied those nineteen lists.  We had eighty-seven cases on which to pronounce whether the bill was true or no; and the clerk assured us we should get through them in two days at most.  Over the top of these indictments I regarded my eighteen fellows.  There was in me a hunger of inquiry, as to what they thought about this business; and a sort of sorrowful affection for them, as if we were all a ship’s company bound on some strange and awkward expedition.  I wondered, till I thought my wonder must be coming through my eyes, whether they had the same curious sensation that I was feeling, of doing something illegitimate, which I had not been born to do, together with a sense of self-importance, a sort of unholy interest in thus dealing with the lives of my fellow men.  And slowly, watching them, I came to the conclusion that I need not wonder.  All with the exception perhaps of two, a painter and a Jew looked such good citizens.  I became gradually sure that they were not troubled with the lap and wash of speculation; unclogged by any devastating sense of unity; pure of doubt, and undefiled by an uneasy conscience.

But now they began to bring us in the evidence.  They brought it quickly.  And at first we looked at it, whatever it was, with a sort of solemn excitement.  Were we not arbiters of men’s fates, purifiers of Society, more important by far than Judge or Common Jury?  For if we did not bring in a true bill there was an end; the accused would be discharged.

We set to work, slowly at first, then faster and still faster, bringing in true bills; and after every one making a mark in our lists so that we might know where we were.  We brought in true bills for burglary, and false pretences, larceny, and fraud; we brought them in for manslaughter, rape, and arson.  When we had ten or so, two of us would get up and bear them away down to the Court below and lay them before the Judge.  “Thank you, gentlemen!” he would say, or words to that effect; and we would go up again, and go on bringing in true bills.  I noticed that at the evidence of each fresh bill we looked with a little less excitement, and a little less solemnity, making every time a shorter tick and a shorter note in the margin of our lists.  All the bills we had—­fifty-seven—­we brought in true.  And the morning and the afternoon made that day, till we rested and went to our homes.