V
If since eve drew in, I say,
I
have sat and brought
(So
to speak) my thought
To bear on the woman away,
Till I felt my hair turn grey—
VI
Till I seemed to have and hold,
In
the vacancy
’Twixt
the wall and me,
>From the hair-plait’s chestnut gold
To the foot in its muslin fold—
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VII
Have and hold, then and there,
Her,
from head to foot
Breathing
and mute,
Passive and yet aware,
In the grasp of my steady stare—
VIII
Hold and have, there and then,
All
her body and soul
That
completes my whole,
All that women add to men,
In the clutch of my steady ken—
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IX
Having and holding, till
I
imprint her fast
On
the void at last
As the sun does whom he will
By the calotypist’s skill—
X
Then,—if my heart’s strength serve,
And
through all and each
Of
the veils I reach
To her soul and never swerve,
Knitting an iron nerve—
50
XI
Command her soul to advance
And
inform the shape
Which
has made escape
And before my countenance
Answers me glance for glance—
XII
I, still with a gesture fit
Of
my hands that best
Do
my soul’s behest,
Pointing the power from it,
While myself do steadfast sit—
60
XIII
Steadfast and still the same
On
my object bent,
While
the hands give vent
To my ardour and my aim
And break into very flame—
XIV
Then I reach, I must believe,
Not
her soul in vain,
For
to me again
It reaches, and past retrieve
Is wound in the toils I weave;
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XV
And must follow as I require,
As
befits a thrall,
Bringing
flesh and all,
Essence and earth-attire
To the source of the tractile fire:
XVI
Till the house called hers, not mine,
With
a growing weight
Seems
to suffocate
If she break not its leaden line
And escape from its close confine.
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