Harland and Dr. Brayle especially. Mr. Harland
had, unconsciously to himself, been merely the link
to bring the broken bits of a chain together—his
secretary, Mr. Swinton, occupied the place of the always
necessary nonentity in a group of intellectually or
psychically connected beings,—and I was
perfectly sure, without having any actual reason for
my conviction, that if I remained much longer in Catherine
Harland’s company, her chance liking for me would
turn into the old hatred with which she had hated
me in a bygone time,—a hatred fostered
by Dr. Brayle, who, plainly scheming to marry her and
secure her fortune, considered me in the way (as I
was) of the influence he desired to exercise over
her and her father. Therefore it seemed necessary
I should remove myself,—moreover, I was
resolved that all the years I had spent in trying to
find the way to some of Nature’s secrets should
not be wasted—I would learn, I too, what
Rafel Santoris had learned in the House of Aselzion—and
then we might perhaps stand on equal ground, sure
of ourselves and of each other! So ran my thoughts
in the solitude and stillness of the night—a
solitude and stillness so profound that the gentle
push of the water against the sides of the yacht,
almost noiseless as it was, sounded rough and intrusive.
My port-hole was open, and I could see the sinking
moon showing through it like a white face in sorrow.
Just then I heard a low splash as of oars. I started
up and went to the sofa, where, by kneeling on the
cushions. I could look through the porthole.
There, gliding just beneath me, was a small boat, and
my heart gave a sudden leap of joy as I recognised
the man who rowed it as Santoris. He smiled as
I looked down,—then, standing up in the
boat, guided himself alongside, till his head was nearly
on a level with the port-hole. He put one hand
on its edge.
“Not asleep yet!” he said, softly—“What
have you been thinking of? The moon and the sea?—or
any other mystery as deep and incomprehensible?”
I stretched out my hand and laid it on his with an
involuntary caressing touch.
“I could not leave you without another last
word,”—he said—“And
I have brought you a letter”—he gave
me a sealed envelope as he spoke—“which
will tell you how to find Aselzion. I myself will
write to him also and prepare him for your arrival.
When you do see him you will understand how difficult
is the task you wish to undertake,—and,
if you should fail, the failure will be a greater
sadness to yourself than to me—for I could
make things easier for you—”
“I do not want things made easy for me,”—I
answered quickly—“I want to do all
that you have done—I want to prove myself
worthy at least—”
I broke off,—and looked down into his eyes.
He smiled.
“Well!” he said—“Are
you beginning to remember the happiness we have so
often thrown away for a trifle?”
I was silent, though I folded my hand closer over
his. The soft white sleepy radiance of the moon
on the scarcely moving water around us made everything
look dream-like and unreal, and I was hardly conscious
of my own existence for the moment, so completely
did it seem absorbed by some other influence stronger
than any power I had ever known.