between two ignorances, as human life is itself only
a traveling from grave to grave. The highest
reach of human science is the scientific recognition
of human ignorance.’ Like you, Miss Beulah,
I set out to discover some system where no mysteries
existed; where I should only believe what I could clearly
comprehend. ‘Yes,’ said I proudly,
’I will believe nothing that I cannot understand.’
I wandered on until, like you, I stood in a wide waste,
strewn with the wreck of beliefs. My pride asserted
that my reason was the only and sufficient guide,
and whither did it lead me? Into vagaries more
inexplicable than aught I fled from in Revelation.
It was easier to believe that, ’in the beginning,
God created the heaven and the earth,’ than
that the glorious universe looked to chance as its
sole architect, or that it was a huge lumbering machine
of matter, grinding out laws. I saw that I was
the victim of a miserable delusion in supposing my
finite faculties could successfully grapple with the
mysteries of the universe. I found that to receive
the attempted solutions of philosophy required more
faith than Revelation, and my proud soul humbled itself
and rested in the Bible. My philosophic experience
had taught me that if mankind were to have any knowledge
of their origin, their destiny, their God, it must
be revealed by that God, for man could never discover
aught for himself. There are mysteries in the
Bible which I cannot explain; but it bears incontrovertible
marks of divine origin, and as such I receive it.
I can sooner believe the Mosaic revelation than the
doctrine which tells you that you are part of God
and capable of penetrating to absolute truth.
To quote the expressive language of an acute critic
(whose well-known latitudinarianism and disbelief
in the verbal inspiration of Scripture give peculiar
weight to his opinion on this subject), ’when
the advocates of this natural, spontaneous inspiration
will come forth from their recesses of thought and
deliver prophecies as clear as those of the Hebrew
seer; when they shall mold the elements of nature
to their will; when they shall speak with the sublime
authority of Jesus of Nazareth; and with the same infinite
ease, rising beyond all the influence of time, place,
and circumstances, explain the past and unfold the
future; when they die for the truth they utter, and
rise again as witnesses to its divinity; then we may
begin to place them on the elevation which they so
thoughtlessly claim. But until they either prove
these facts to be delusions, or give their parallel
in themselves, the world may well laugh at their ambition
and trample their spurious inspiration beneath its
feet.’ There is an infinite, eternal, and
loving God; I am a finite creature, unable to comprehend
him, and knowing him only through his own revelation.
This very revelation is insufficient for our aspiring
souls, I grant; but it declares emphatically that here
’we see through a glass darkly.’
Better this than the starless night in which you grope,
without a promise of the dawn of eternity, where all
mystery shall be explained. Are you not weary
of fruitless, mocking speculation?” He looked
at her anxiously.