the cycles of time reproduce all things; at others,
this theory is denied. Again, in ‘Self-Reliance,’
he says,’ Trust thyself; insist on yourself;
obey thy heart, and thou shalt reproduce the foreworld
again.’ All this was very comforting to
me, Cornelia; self-reliance was the great secret of
success and happiness; but I chanced to read the ‘Over-soul’
soon after, and lo! these words: ’I am
constrained every moment to acknowledge a higher origin
for events than the will I call mine.’ This
was directly antagonistic to the entire spirit of
‘self-reliance’; but I read on, and soon
found the last sentence utterly nullified by one which
declared positively ’that the Highest dwells
with man; the sources of nature are in his own mind.’
Sometimes we are informed that our souls are self-existing
and all-powerful; an incarnation of the divine and
universal, and, before we fairly digest this tremendous
statement, he coolly asserts that there is, above all,
an ’over-soul,’ whose inevitable decrees
upset our plans, and ’overpower private will.’
Cognizant of these palpable contradictions, Emerson
boldly avows and defends them, by declaring that ’A
foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.
With consistency a great soul has simply nothing to
do. Speak what you think now in hard words; and
to-morrow speak what to-morrow thinks in hard words
again, though it contradict everything you said to-day.
Why should you keep your head over your shoulder?
Why drag about this corpse of your memory, lest you
contradict somewhat you have stated in this or that
public place? Suppose you should contradict yourself?’
His writings are, to me, like heaps of broken glass,
beautiful in the individual crystal, sparkling and
often dazzling, but gather them up and try to fit
them into a whole, and the jagged edges refuse to
unite. Certainly, Cornelia, you are not an Emersonian.”
Her deep, quiet eyes looked full into those of the
invalid.
“Yes, I am. I believe in that fatalism
which he shrouds under the gauze of an ‘Over-soul,’”
replied Cornelia impressively.
“Then you are a fair sample of the fallacy of
his system, if the disjointed bits of logic deserve
the name.”
“How so?”
“He continually exhorts to a happy, contented,
and uncomplaining frame of mind; tells you sternly
that ’Discontent is the want of self-reliance;
it is infirmity of will.’”
“You are disposed to be severe,” muttered
Cornelia, with an angry flash.
“What? because I expect his professed disciple
to obey his injunctions?”
“Do you, then, conform so irreproachably to
your own creed? Pray, what is it?”
“I have no creed. I am honestly and anxiously
hunting one. For a long time I thought that I
had found a sound one in Emerson. But a careful
study of his writings taught me that of all Pyrrhonists
he is the prince. Can a creedless soul aid me
in my search? Verily, no. He exclaims, ’To
fill the hour—that is happiness; to fill
the hour, and leave no crevice for repentance or an
approval. We live amid surfaces, and the true
art of life is to skate well on them.’ Now
this sort of oyster existence does not suit me, Cornelia
Graham, nor will it suit you.”