He thinks all is well with her; but it was a melancholy,
blank, untaught mind, to begin to work on. Louis
would call her life a mournful picture of our civilization.
She has told it all to Jane: she was of the
mechanic class, just above the rank that goes to Sunday-schools;
she went to a genteel weekly school, and was taken
out pleasuring on Sunday—no ground-work
at all. An orphan at fifteen, she never again
knew tenderness. Then came dressmaking till
her health failed, and she tried service. She
says, Isabel’s soft tones made a paradise for
her; but late hours, which she did not feel at the
time, wore her out, and Delaford trifled with her.
Always when alone he pretended devotion to her, then
flirted with any other who came in his way, and worry
and fretting put the finish to her failing health.
She had no spirit to break entirely with him, and
even now is pining for one kind word, which he seems
to be too hard and selfish to send to her, in answer
to a letter of forgiveness that she wrote a fortnight
back. What a wretch he must be! Jane says,
he tried flirting with poor little Charlotte, and that
she was a little ‘took up’ with his guitar
and his verses; but then, Jane says, ’Charlotte
has somewhat at the bottom, and knows better than to
heed a man as wasn’t real religious.’
I suppose that is the true difference between Charlotte
and Marianne, and even if we looked into Delaford’s
history, most likely we should find him another nineteenth-century
victim to an artificial life. At least, I trust
that Jane has been the greatest blessing, Marianne
herself speaks of her as more than a mother to her;
and I believe I told you of the poor girl’s
overpowering gratitude, when she found we would not
turn her out to die homeless. We read, and we
talk, and Mr. Danvers comes; but I believe dear old
Jane does more for her than all.
’Poor Jane! when her task of nursing is over,
I do not know what she will turn to. The grand
servants only keep terms with her because Uncle Oliver
gave notice that no one should stay in the house who
did not show respect to his friend Mrs. Beckett.
It takes all her love for Missus and Master Oliver
to make her bear it; and her chief solace is in putting
me to bed, and in airing Master Oliver’s shirt
and slippers. You would laugh to hear her compassionating
the home minced-pies! and she tells me she would give
fifty pounds rather than bring Charlotte here.
My uncle wished grandmamma to manage the house, and
she did so at first, but she and the servants did not
get on well together; and she said, what I never knew
her say before, that she is too old, and so we have
an awful dame who rules with a high hand.