as to fondle those tender creatures; his eldest girl
knew him, and was in ecstasy whenever he approached;
and the little pair of babies, by their mere soft helplessness,
gave him an indescribable sense of fondness and refreshment.
His little ones were all the world to him, and he
could not see how a pattern mother should ever be
so happy as with them around her. He forgot
the difference between the pastime of an hour and the
employment of a day. The need of such care on
her part was the greater since the nursery establishment
was deficient. The grand nurse had almost abdicated
on the double addition to her charge, and had only
been bribed to stay by an ill-spared increase in wages,
and a share in an underling, who was also to help
Charlotte in her housemaid’s department.
Nevertheless, the nurse was always complaining; the
children, though healthy, always crying, and their
father always certain it was somebody’s fault.
Nor did the family expenses diminish, retrench his
own indulgences as he might. It was the mistress’s
eye that was wanting, and Isabel did not know how to
use it. The few domestic cares that she perceived
to be her duty were gone through as weary tasks, and
her mind continued involved in her own romantic world,
where she was oblivious of all that was troublesome
or vexatious. Now and then she was aware of a
sluggish dulness that seemed to be creeping over her
higher aspirations—a want of glow and feeling
on religious subjects, even in the most sacred moments;
and she wondered and grieved at a condition, such as
she had never experienced in what she had thought far
more untoward circumstances. She did not see
the difference between doing her best when her will
was thwarted, and her present life of neglect and
indulgence. Nothing roused her; she did not perceive
omissions that would have fretted women of housewifely
instincts, and her soft dignity and smooth temper
felt few annoyances; and though James could sometimes
be petulant, he was always withheld from reproving
her both by his enthusiastic fondness, and his sense
that for him she had quitted her natural station of
ease and prosperity.
On a dark hazy November afternoon, when the boys had
been unusually obtuse and mischievous, and James,
worn-out, wearied, and uncertain whether his cuts
had alighted on the most guilty heads, strode home
with his arm full of Latin exercises, launched them
into the study, and was running up to the drawing-room,
when he almost fell over Charlotte, who was scouring
the stairs.
She gave a little start and scream, and stood up to
let him pass. He was about to rebuke her for
doing such work at such an hour; but he saw her flushed,
panting, and evidently very tired, and his wrath was
averted. Hurrying on to the drawing-room, he
found Isabel eagerly writing. She looked up
with a pretty smile of greeting; but he only ran his
hand through his already disordered hair, and exclaimed—
’Our stairs are like the Captain of Knockdunder’s.
You never know they are cleaned, except by tumbling
over the bucket and the maid.’