Mary Ponsonby had led a life of change and wandering that had given her few strong local attachments.  The period she had spent at Ormersfield, when she was from five to seven years old, had been the most joyous part of her life, and had given her a strong feeling for the place where she had lived with her mother, and in an atmosphere of affection, free from the shadow of that skeleton in the house, which had darkened her childhood more than she understood.

The great weakness of Mrs. Ponsonby’s life had been her over-hasty acceptance of a man, whom she did not thoroughly know, because her delicacy had taken alarm at foolish gossip about herself and her cousin.  It was a folly that had been severely visited.  Irreligious himself, Mr. Ponsonby disliked his wife’s strictness; he resented her affection for her own family, gave way to dissipated habits, and made her miserable both by violence and neglect.  Born late of this unhappy marriage, little Mary was his only substantial link to his wife, and he had never been wanting in tenderness to her:  but many a storm had raged over the poor child’s head; and, though she did not know why the kind old Countess had come to remove her and her mother, and ‘papa’ was still a loved and honoured title, she was fully sensible of the calm security at Ormersfield.

When Mr. Ponsonby had recalled his wife on his appointment at Lima, Mary had been left in England for education, under the charge of his sister in London.  Miss Ponsonby was good and kind, but of narrow views, thinking all titled people fashionable, and all fashionable people reprobate, jealous of her sister-in-law’s love for her own family, and, though unable to believe her brother blameless, holding it as an axiom that married people could not fall out without faults on both sides, and charging a large share of their unhappiness on the house of Fitzjocelyn.  Principle had prevented her from endeavouring to weaken the little girl’s affection to her mother; but it had been her great object to train her up in habits of sober judgment, and freedom from all the romance, poetry, and enthusiasm which she fancied had been injurious to Mrs. Ponsonby.  The soil was of the very kind that she would have chosen.  Mary was intelligent, but with more sense than fancy, more practical than intellectual, and preferring the homely to the tasteful.  At school, study and accomplishments were mere tasks, her recreation was found in acts of kindness to her companions, and her hopes were all fixed on the going out to Peru, to be useful to her father and mother.  At seventeen she went; full of active, housewifely habits, with a clear head, sound heart, and cramped mind, her spirits even and cheerful, but not high nor mirthful, after ten years of evenings spent in needlework beside a dry maiden aunt.