Dynevor Terrace: or, the clue of life — Volume 1 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 437 pages of information about Dynevor Terrace.

Dynevor Terrace: or, the clue of life — Volume 1 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 437 pages of information about Dynevor Terrace.

’I am very much obliged to you, but I never asked you to work in my cause.  I beg your pardon, Jem, don’t fly into a Welsh explosion.  No one ever meant more kindly and generously—­’ He checked himself in amaze at the demonstration he had elicited; but, as it was not accompanied with words, he continued, ’No one can be more grateful to you than I; but, as far as I can see, there is nothing for it but to be thankful that no more harm has been done, and to let the matter drop;’ and he dropped his hand with just so much despondency as to make Jem think him worth storming at, instead of giving him up; and he went over the old ground of Louis being incapable of true passion and unworthy of such a being if he could yield her without an effort, merely for the sake of peace.

‘I say, Jem,’ said Louis, quietly, ’all this was bad enough on neutral ground; it is mere treason under my father’s own roof, and I will have no more of it.’

‘Then,’ cried James, with a strange light in his eyes, ’you henceforth renounce all hopes—­all pretensions?’

’I never had either hope or pretension.  I do not cease to think her, as I always did, the loveliest creature I ever beheld.  I cannot help that; and the state I fell into after being with her on Tuesday, convinced me that it is safest to stay here and fill up time and thought as best I may.’

‘For once, Fitzjocelyn,’ said James, with a gravity not natural to him, ’I think better of your father than you do.  I would neither treat him as so tyrannical nor so prejudiced as your conduct supposes him.’

‘How?  He is as kind as possible.  We never had so much in common.’

’Yes.  Your submission so far, and the united testimony of the Terrace, will soften him.  Show your true sentiments.  A little steadiness and perseverance, and you will prevail.’

‘Don’t make me feverish, Jem.’

A summons to Lord Fitzjocelyn to come down to a visitor in the library cut short the discussion, and James took leave at once, neither cousin wishing to resume the conversation.

The darts had not been injudiciously aimed.  The father and son were both rendered uneasy.  They had hitherto been unusually comfortable together, and though the life was unexciting, Louis’s desire to be useful to his father, and the pressing need of working for his degree, kept his mind fairly occupied.  Though wistful looks might sometimes be turned along the Northwold road, when he sallied forth in the twilight for his constitutional walk, he did not analyse which number of the Terrace was the magnet, and he avoided testing to the utmost the powers of his foot.  The affection and solicitude shown for him at home claimed a full return; nor had James been greatly mistaken in ascribing something to the facility of nature that yielded to force of character.  But Jem had stirred up much that Louis would have been contented to leave dormant; and the hope that he had striven to excite came almost teazingly to interfere with the passive acquiescence of an indolent will.  Perturbed and doubtful, he was going to seek counsel as usual of the open air, as soon as the visitor was gone, but his father followed him into the hall, asking whither he was going.

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