the young people opportunity to bear the trials of
separation, and for the present thought a decision
useless. The projected visit to Ostend was hastened
by some ten days. At dinner he made his decision
known, adding, “You have pleased yourselves
for three weeks, and now I want you to wait so long
to please me.” Wilhelm felt bitterly grieved
that no one invited him to go to the fashionable watering-place,
and Loulou even did not seem particularly miserable.
The fact was, that at the bottom of her not very sentimental
nature, she did not take the leaving of the Schloss
hotel as a matter of great importance, and Ostend
with its balls and concerts, its casino and lively
society, was not in the least alarming to her.
She found the opportunity that evening of consoling
Wilhelm, and promised him always to think about him,
and to write to him very often, and said she could
not be very miserable about their separation, as she
felt so happy at the thought of meeting him again
in Berlin. The following morning they made a
pilgrimage to the castle, the woods, the neighboring
valley, to all the places where they had been so happy
during the last fortnight. The sky was blue,
the pine woods quiet, the air balmy, and the beautiful
outline of the mountains unfolded itself far away
in the depth of the horizon. Wilhelm drank in
the quiet, lovely picture, and felt that a piece of
his life was woven into this harmony of nature, and
that these surroundings had become part of his innermost
“ego,” and would be mingled with his dearest
feelings now and ever. His love, and these mountains
and valleys, and Loulou, the mist and perfume of the
pine trees, were forever one, and the pantheistic
devotion which he felt in these changing flights of
his mind with the soul of nature grew to an almost
unspeakable emotion, as he said in a trembling voice
to Loulou:
“It is all so wonderful, the mountains and the
woods, and the summer-time and our love. And
in a moment it will be gone. Shall we ever be
so happy again? If we could only stay here always,
the same people in the midst of the same nature!”
She said nothing, but let him take her answer from
her fresh lips.
They left by the Offenberg railway station in the
afternoon. Loulou’s eyes were wet.
Frau Ellrich smiled in a motherly way at Wilhelm,
and Herr Ellrich took his hand in a friendly manner
and said:
“We shall see you in Berlin at the end of September.”
As the train disappeared down the Gutach valley, it
seemed to Wilhelm as if all the light of heaven had
gone out, and the world had become empty. He
stayed a few days longer at the Schloss hotel, and
cherished the remembrance of his time there with Loulou,
dreaming for hours in the dearly-loved spots.
In this tender frame of mind he received another letter
from Paul Haber, who wrote thus:
“Dearest Wilhelm: Your letter
of the 13th astonished me so much that it took me
several days to recover. Fraulein Loulou Ellrich,
and you write so lightly! Don’t you know—that
Fraulein Ellrich is one of the first ‘parties’
in Berlin? That the little god of love will make
you a present of two million thalers? You have
shot your bird, and I am most happy that for once
fortune should bring it to the hand of a fellow like
yourself. In the hope that as a millionaire you
will still be the same to me, I am your heartily congratulatory