An Autobiography eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 247 pages of information about An Autobiography.

An Autobiography eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 247 pages of information about An Autobiography.
that she missed it much on Sunday.  It was her only relaxation.  She had given up the farm to James Brodie, who had married her cousin Jane, the eldest of the two children she had mothered, and he had to come to the farm once or twice a week, having a still larger farm of his own in East Lothian, and a stock farm in Berwickshire also to look after.  The son of the old farm steward, John Burnet, was James Brodie’s steward, and I think the farm was well managed, but not so profitable as in old times.  Aunt Mary said, in her own characteristic way, “she always knew that her sister was a clever woman, but that the cleverest thing she had done was taking up farming and carrying it on for 30 years when it was profitable, and turning it over when it began to fall off.”  But she turned it over handsomely, and did not interfere in the management.  My Aunt Mary deserves a chapter for herself.  She was my beau ideal of what a maiden aunt should be, though why she was never married puzzles more than me.  Between my mother and her there was a love passing the love of sisters—­my father liked her better than his own sisters.  When my letter announcing my probable visit reached her she misread it, and thought it was Helen herself who was to come; and when she found out her mistake she shed many tears.  I was all very well in my way, but I was not Helen.  It was not the practice in old times to blazon an engagement, or to tell of an offer that had been declined; but my mother firmly believed that her sister Mary, the cleverest and, as she thought, the handsomest of the five sisters, had never in her life had an offer of marriage, although she had a love disappointment at 30.  She had fixed her affections on a brilliant but not really worthy man, and she had to tear him out of her heart with considerable difficulty.  It cost her a severe illness, out of which she emerged with what she believed to be a change of heart.  She was a converted Christian.  I myself don’t think there was so much change.  She was always a noble, generous woman, but she found great happiness in religion.  Aunt Mary’s disappointment made her most sympathetic to all love stories, and without any disappointment at all, I think I may say the same of myself.  She was very popular with the young friends of her youngest brother, who might have experienced calf love; so very real, but so very ineffectual.  One of these said to her:—­“Oh, Miss Mary, you’re just a delight, you are so witty.”  Another, when she spoke of some man who talked such delightful nonsense, said, “If you would only come to Branxholme I’d talk nonsense to you the haill (whole) day.”

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