that she missed it much on Sunday. It was her
only relaxation. She had given up the farm to
James Brodie, who had married her cousin Jane, the
eldest of the two children she had mothered, and he
had to come to the farm once or twice a week, having
a still larger farm of his own in East Lothian, and
a stock farm in Berwickshire also to look after.
The son of the old farm steward, John Burnet, was
James Brodie’s steward, and I think the farm
was well managed, but not so profitable as in old times.
Aunt Mary said, in her own characteristic way, “she
always knew that her sister was a clever woman, but
that the cleverest thing she had done was taking up
farming and carrying it on for 30 years when it was
profitable, and turning it over when it began to fall
off.” But she turned it over handsomely,
and did not interfere in the management. My Aunt
Mary deserves a chapter for herself. She was my
beau ideal of what a maiden aunt should be, though
why she was never married puzzles more than me.
Between my mother and her there was a love passing
the love of sisters—my father liked her
better than his own sisters. When my letter announcing
my probable visit reached her she misread it, and
thought it was Helen herself who was to come; and when
she found out her mistake she shed many tears.
I was all very well in my way, but I was not Helen.
It was not the practice in old times to blazon an
engagement, or to tell of an offer that had been declined;
but my mother firmly believed that her sister Mary,
the cleverest and, as she thought, the handsomest
of the five sisters, had never in her life had an
offer of marriage, although she had a love disappointment
at 30. She had fixed her affections on a brilliant
but not really worthy man, and she had to tear him
out of her heart with considerable difficulty.
It cost her a severe illness, out of which she emerged
with what she believed to be a change of heart.
She was a converted Christian. I myself don’t
think there was so much change. She was always
a noble, generous woman, but she found great happiness
in religion. Aunt Mary’s disappointment
made her most sympathetic to all love stories, and
without any disappointment at all, I think I may say
the same of myself. She was very popular with
the young friends of her youngest brother, who might
have experienced calf love; so very real, but so very
ineffectual. One of these said to her:—“Oh,
Miss Mary, you’re just a delight, you are so
witty.” Another, when she spoke of some
man who talked such delightful nonsense, said, “If
you would only come to Branxholme I’d talk nonsense
to you the haill (whole) day.”