a higher calling; he therefore permits this sin, which,
though a childish affair, was yet a sin, and committed
deliberately, to prey upon his mind till he becomes
at last an instrument in the hand of God, a humble
Paul, the great preacher, Peter Williams, who, though
he considers himself a reprobate and a castaway, instead
of having recourse to drinking in mad desperation,
as many do who consider themselves reprobates, goes
about Wales and England preaching the word of God,
dilating on his power and majesty, and visiting the
sick and afflicted, until God sees fit to restore
to him his peace of mind; which he does not do, however,
until that mind is in a proper condition to receive
peace, till it has been purified by the pain of the
one idea which has so long been permitted to riot in
his brain; which pain, however, an angel, in the shape
of a gentle faithful wife, had occasionally alleviated;
for God is merciful even in the blows which He bestoweth,
and will not permit any one to be tempted beyond the
measure which he can support. And here it will
be as well for the reader to ponder upon the means
by which the Welsh preacher is relieved from his mental
misery: he is not relieved by a text from the
Bible, by the words of consolation and wisdom addressed
to him by his angel-minded wife, nor by the preaching
of one yet more eloquent than himself; but by a quotation
made by Lavengro from the life of Mary Flanders, cut-purse
and prostitute, which life Lavengro had been in the
habit of reading at the stall of his old friend the
apple-woman, on London Bridge, who had herself been
very much addicted to the perusal of it, though without
any profit whatever. Should the reader be dissatisfied
with the manner in which Peter Williams is made to
find relief, the author would wish to answer, that
the Almighty frequently accomplishes his purposes
by means which appear very singular to the eyes of
men, and at the same time to observe that the manner
in which that relief is obtained, is calculated to
read a lesson to the proud, fanciful, and squeamish,
who are ever in a fidget lest they should be thought
to mix with low society, or to bestow a moment’s
attention on publications which are not what is called
of a perfectly unobjectionable character. Had
not Lavengro formed the acquaintance of the apple-woman
on London Bridge, he would not have had an opportunity
of reading the life of Mary Flanders; and, consequently,
of storing in a memory, which never forgets anything,
a passage which contained a balm for the agonized mind
of poor Peter Williams. The best medicines are
not always found in the finest shops. Suppose,
for example, if, instead of going to London Bridge
to read, he had gone to Albemarle Street, and had received
from the proprietors of the literary establishment
in that very fashionable street, permission to read
the publications on the tables of the saloons there,
does the reader think he would have met any balm in
those publications for the case of Peter Williams?