last becomes an author, and publishes a book, which
is very much admired, and which he loves with his
usual inordinate affection; the book, consequently,
becomes a viper to him, and at last he flings it aside
and begins another; the book, however, is not flung
aside by the world, who are benefited by it, deriving
pleasure and knowledge from it: so the man who
merely wrote to gratify self, has already done good
to others, and got himself an honourable name.
But God will not allow that man to put that book under
his head and use it as a pillow: the book has
become a viper to him, he has banished it, and is
about another, which he finishes and gives to the
world; it is a better book than the first, and every
one is delighted with it; but it proves to the writer
a scorpion, because he loves it with inordinate affection;
but it was good for the world that he produced this
book, which stung him as a scorpion. Yes; and
good for himself, for the labour of writing it amused
him, and perhaps prevented him from dying of apoplexy;
but the book is banished, and another is begun, and
herein, again, is the providence of God manifested;
the man has the power of producing still, and God
determines that he shall give to the world what remains
in his brain, which he would not do, had he been satisfied
with the second work; he would have gone to sleep upon
that as he would upon the first, for the man is selfish
and lazy. In his account of what he suffered
during the composition of this work, his besetting
sin of selfishness is manifest enough; the work on
which he is engaged occupies his every thought, it
is his idol, his deity, it shall be all his own, he
won’t borrow a thought from any one else, and
he is so afraid lest, when he publishes it, that it
should be thought that he had borrowed from any one,
that he is continually touching objects, his nervous
system, owing to his extreme selfishness, having become
partly deranged. He is left touching, in order
to banish the evil chance from his book, his deity.
No more of his history is given; but does the reader
think that God will permit that man to go to sleep
on his third book, however extraordinary it may be?
Assuredly not. God will not permit that man
to rest till he has cured him to a certain extent
of his selfishness, which has, however, hitherto been
very useful to the world.
Then, again, in the tale of Peter Williams, is not the hand of Providence to be seen? This person commits a sin in his childhood, utters words of blasphemy, the remembrance of which, in after life, preying upon his imagination, unfits him for quiet pursuits, to which he seems to have been naturally inclined; but for the remembrance of that sin, he would have been Peter Williams the quiet and respectable Welsh farmer, somewhat fond of reading the ancient literature of his country in winter evenings, after his work was done. God, however, was aware that there was something in Peter Williams to entitle him to assume