have been let go, had I not made my appearance, dressed
as his footboy. The friend of the young man
looked at my eye, and seized hold of my father, who
made a desperate resistance, I assisting him, as in
duty bound. Being, however, overpowered by numbers,
he bade me by a look, and a word or two in Latin,
to make myself scarce. Though my heart was fit
to break, I obeyed my father, who was speedily committed.
I followed him to the county town in which he was
lodged, where shortly after I saw him tried, convicted,
and condemned. I then, having made friends with
the jailor’s wife, visited him in his cell,
where I found him very much cast down. He said,
that my mother had appeared to him in a dream, and
talked to him about a resurrection and Christ Jesus;
there was a Bible before him, and he told me the chaplain
had just been praying with him. He reproached
himself much, saying, he was afraid he had been my
ruin, by teaching me bad habits. I told him
not to say any such thing, for that I had been the
cause of his, owing to the misfortune of my eye.
He begged me to give over all unlawful pursuits, saying,
that if persisted in, they were sure of bringing a
person to destruction. I advised him to try
and make his escape, proposing, that when the turnkey
came to let me out, he should knock him down, and
fight his way out, offering to assist him; showing
him a small saw, with which one of our companions,
who was in the neighbourhood, had provided me, and
with which he could have cut through his fetters in
five minutes; but he told me he had no wish to escape,
and was quite willing to die. I was rather hard
at that time; I am not very soft now; and I felt rather
ashamed of my father’s want of what I called
spirit. He was not executed after all; for the
chaplain, who was connected with a great family, stood
his friend, and got his sentence commuted, as they
call it, to transportation; and in order to make the
matter easy, he induced my father to make some valuable
disclosures with respect to the smashers’ system.
I confess that I would have been hanged before I
would have done so, after having reaped the profit
of it; that is, I think so now, seated comfortably
in my inn, with my bottle of champagne before me.
He, however, did not show himself carrion; he would
not betray his companions, who had behaved very handsomely
to him, having given the son of a lord, a great barrister,
not a hundred-pound forged bill, but a hundred hard
guineas, to plead his cause, and another ten, to induce
him, after pleading, to put his hand to his breast,
and say, that, upon his honour, he believed the prisoner
at the bar to be an honest and injured man. No;
I am glad to be able to say, that my father did not
show himself exactly carrion, though I could almost
have wished he had let himself— However,
I am here with my bottle of champagne and the Romany
Rye, and he was in his cell, with bread and water
and the prison chaplain. He took an affectionate
leave of me before he was sent away, giving me three
out of five guineas, all the money he had left.
He was a kind man, but not exactly fitted to fill
my grandfather’s shoes. I afterwards learned
that he died of fever, as he was being carried across
the sea.