With infinite care and the small blade of his pocket-knife, he lifted the tiny tip of a tiny Cupid’s wing. With bent head and puckered eyelids, Guthrie peered under, and read: “Yours, M. C.,” written on a space of paper hardly larger than a pin’s head.
“In my valentine that night,” said Mr Pennycuick, “I’d asked her to have me. I didn’t hide it up in this way; I knew, while I wondered that she took no notice, that she must have seen it. This was her answer. And I never got it, sir, till she was married to another man—and then by the merest accident. Then I couldn’t even have the satisfaction of telling her that I’d got it, and how it was I hadn’t got it before. Of course, I wasn’t going to upset her after she was married to another man. I’ve had to let her think what she liked of me.”
Guthrie was certainly interested now, but not as interested as he would have been the day before. The day before, this story would have moved him to pour out the tale of his own untimely and irreparable loss. He and old Mr Pennycuick would—metaphorically speaking—have mingled their tears together.
“You forget, off and on,” said Mr Pennycuick, as he wrapped up his treasure with shaking hands and excessive care—“perhaps for years at a time, while you are at work and full of affairs; but it comes back—especially when you are old and lonely, and you think how different your life might have been. You don’t know anything about these things yet. Perhaps, when you are an old man like me, you will.”
Guthrie did know—no one better, he believed. But he did not say. Unknown to himself, he had reached that stage which Mr Pennycuick came to when he began courting Sally Dimsdale, who had made him such a good and faithful (and uninteresting) wife.