A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 312 pages of information about A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man.

A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 312 pages of information about A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man.
people, seed and snake baptists, supralapsarian dogmatists?  Had he found the true church all of a sudden in winding up to the end like a reel of cotton some fine-spun line of reasoning upon insufflation on the imposition of hands or the procession of the Holy Ghost?  Or had Lord Christ touched him and bidden him follow, like that disciple who had sat at the receipt of custom, as he sat by the door of some zinc-roofed chapel, yawning and telling over his church pence?

The dean repeated the word yet again.

—­Tundish!  Well now, that is interesting!

—­The question you asked me a moment ago seems to me more interesting.  What is that beauty which the artist struggles to express from lumps of earth, said Stephen coldly.

The little word seemed to have turned a rapier point of his sensitiveness against this courteous and vigilant foe.  He felt with a smart of dejection that the man to whom he was speaking was a countryman of Ben Jonson.  He thought: 

—­The language in which we are speaking is his before it is mine.  How different are the words home, Christ, ale, master, on his lips and on mine!  I cannot speak or write these words without unrest of spirit.  His language, so familiar and so foreign, will always be for me an acquired speech.  I have not made or accepted its words.  My voice holds them at bay.  My soul frets in the shadow of his language.

—­And to distinguish between the beautiful and the sublime, the dean added, to distinguish between moral beauty and material beauty.  And to inquire what kind of beauty is proper to each of the various arts.  These are some interesting points we might take up.

Stephen, disheartened suddenly by the dean’s firm, dry tone, was silent; and through the silence a distant noise of many boots and confused voices came up the staircase.

—­In pursuing these speculations, said the dean conclusively, there is, however, the danger of perishing of inanition.  First you must take your degree.  Set that before you as your first aim.  Then, little by little, you will see your way.  I mean in every sense, your way in life and in thinking.  It may be uphill pedalling at first.  Take Mr Moonan.  He was a long time before he got to the top.  But he got there.

—­I may not have his talent, said Stephen quietly.

—­You never know, said the dean brightly.  We never can say what is in us.  I most certainly should not be despondent.  Per ASPERA ad ASTRA.

He left the hearth quickly and went towards the landing to oversee the arrival of the first arts’ class.

Leaning against the fireplace Stephen heard him greet briskly and impartially every Student of the class and could almost see the frank smiles of the coarser students.  A desolating pity began to fall like dew upon his easily embittered heart for this faithful serving-man of the knightly Loyola, for this half-brother of the clergy, more venal than they in speech, more steadfast of soul than they, one whom he would never call his ghostly father; and he thought how this man and his companions had earned the name of worldlings at the hands not of the unworldly only but of the worldly also for having pleaded, during all their history, at the bar of God’s justice for the souls of the lax and the lukewarm and the prudent.

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