you to the world to come? What ballad?
Why go look, it was not good for much: have
patience till I come back: patience is a gay
thing as, etc. I hear nothing of Lord Mountjoy’s
coming for Ireland. When is Stella’s birthday?
in March? Lord bless me, my turn at Christ Church;[33]
it is so natural to hear you write about that, I believe
you have done it a hundred times; it is as fresh in
my mind, the verger coming to you; and why to you?
Would he have you preach for me? O, pox on
your spelling of Latin, Johnsonibus atque, that is
the way. How did the Dean get that name by the
end? ’Twas you betrayed me: not I,
faith; I’ll not break his head. Your mother
is still in the country, I suppose; for she promised
to see me when she came to town. I writ to her
four days ago, to desire her to break it to Lady Giffard,
to put some money for you in the Bank, which was then
fallen thirty per cent. Would to God mine had
been here, I should have gained one hundred pounds,
and got as good interest as in Ireland, and much securer.
I would fain have borrowed three hundred pounds;
but money is so scarce here, there is no borrowing,
by this fall of stocks. ’Tis rising now,
and I knew it would: it fell from one hundred
and twenty-nine to ninety-six. I have not heard
since from your mother. Do you think I would
be so unkind not to see her, that you desire me in
a style so melancholy? Mrs. Raymond,[34] you
say, is with child: I am sorry for it; and so
is, I believe, her husband. Mr. Harley speaks
all the kind things to me in the world; and, I believe,
would serve me, if I were to stay here; but I reckon
in time the Duke of Ormond may give me some addition
to Laracor. Why should the Whigs think I came
to England to leave them? Sure my journey was
no secret. I protest sincerely, I did all I could
to hinder it, as the Dean can tell you, although now
I do not repent it. But who the Devil cares what
they think? Am I under obligations in the least
to any of them all? Rot ’em, for ungrateful
dogs; I will make them repent their usage before I
leave this place. They say here the same thing
of my leaving the Whigs; but they own they cannot
blame me, considering the treatment I have had.
I will take care of your spectacles, as I told you
before, and of the Bishop of Killala’s; but
I will not write to him, I have not time. What
do you mean by my fourth, Madam Dinglibus? Does
not Stella say you have had my fifth, Goody Blunder?
You frighted me till I looked back. Well, this
is enough for one night. Pray give my humble
service to Mrs. Stoyte and her sister, Kate is it,
or Sarah?[35] I have forgot her name, faith.
I think I will even (and to Mrs. Walls and the Archdeacon)
send this to-morrow: no, faith, that will be
in ten days from the last. I will keep it till
Saturday, though I write no more. But what if
a letter from MD should come in the meantime?
Why then I would only say, “Madam, I have received
your sixth letter; your most humble servant to command,
Presto”; and so conclude. Well, now I will
write and think a little, and so to bed, and dream
of MD.