vital things to speak of. He loved these obvious
joys, and he eagerly strove with the occasions they
gave him for the brilliancy which seemed so exhaustless
and was so exhausting. His friends saw that he
was wearing himself out, and it was not because of
Mrs. Clemens’s health alone that they were glad
to have him take refuge at Riverdale. The family
lived there two happy, hopeless years, and then it
was ordered that they should change for his wife’s
sake to some less exacting climate. Clemens was
not eager to go to Florence, but his imagination was
taken as it would have been in the old-young days
by the notion of packing his furniture into flexible
steel cages from his house in Hartford and unpacking
it from them untouched at his villa in Fiesole.
He got what pleasure any man could out of that triumph
of mind over matter, but the shadow was creeping up
his life. One sunny afternoon we sat on the grass
before the mansion, after his wife had begun to get
well enough for removal, and we looked up toward a
balcony where by-and-by that lovely presence made
itself visible, as if it had stooped there from a cloud.
A hand frailly waved a handkerchief; Clemens ran over
the lawn toward it, calling tenderly: “What?
What?” as if it might be an asking for him instead
of the greeting it really was for me. It was
the last time I saw her, if indeed I can be said to
have seen her then, and long afterward when I said
how beautiful we all thought her, how good, how wise,
how wonderfully perfect in every relation of life,
he cried out in a breaking voice: “Oh,
why didn’t you ever tell her? She thought
you didn’t like her.” What a pang
it was then not to have told her, but how could we
have told her? His unreason endeared him to me
more than all his wisdom.
To that Riverdale sojourn belong my impressions of
his most violent anti-Christian Science rages, which
began with the postponement of his book, and softened
into acceptance of the delay till he had well-nigh
forgotten his wrath when it come out. There was
also one of those joint episodes of ours, which, strangely
enough, did not eventuate in entire failure, as most
of our joint episodes did. He wrote furiously
to me of a wrong which had been done to one of the
most helpless and one of the most helped of our literary
brethren, asking me to join with him in recovering
the money paid over by that brother’s publisher
to a false friend who had withheld it and would not
give any account of it. Our hapless brother had
appealed to Clemens, as he had to me, with the facts,
but not asking our help, probably because he knew he
need not ask; and Clemens enclosed to me a very taking-by-the-throat
message which he proposed sending to the false friend.
For once I had some sense, and answered that this
would never do, for we had really no power in the
matter, and I contrived a letter to the recreant so
softly diplomatic that I shall always think of it
with pride when my honesties no longer give me satisfaction,