present cook-mayde, not only has it, but had it on
upon her necke when Susan came in, and shifted it
off presently upon her coming in, I did charge her
so home with it (having a mind to have her gone from
us), that in a huff she told us she would be gone
to-night if I would pay her her wages, which I was
glad and my wife of, and so fetched her her wages,
and though I am doubtful that she may convey some
things away with her clothes, my wife searching them,
yet we are glad of her being so gone, and so she went
away in a quarter of an hour’s time. Being
much amused at this to have never a maid but Ashwell,
that we do not intend to keep, nor a boy, and my wife
and I being left for an hour, till my brother came
in, alone in the house, I grew very melancholy, and
so my brother being come in I went forth to Mrs. Holden’s,
to whom I formerly spoke about a girle to come to me
instead of a boy, and the like I did to Mrs. Standing
and also to my brother Tom, whom I found at an alehouse
in Popinjay ally drinking, and I standing with him
at the gate of the ally, Ashwell came by, and so I
left Tom and went almost home with her, talking of
her going away. I find that she is willing to
go, and told her (though behind my back my wife has
told her that it was more my desire than hers that
she should go, which was not well), that seeing my
wife and she could not agree I did choose rather (was
she my sister) have her gone, it would be better for
us and for her too. To which she willing agreed,
and will not tell me anything but that she do believe
that my wife would have some body there that might
not be so liable to give me information of things
as she takes her to be. But, however, I must
later to prevent all that. I parted with her
near home, agreeing to take no notice of my coming
along with her, and so by and by came home after her.
Where I find a sad distracted house, which troubles
me. However, to supper and prayers and to bed.
And while we were getting to bed my wife began to
discourse to her, and plainly asked whether she had
got a place or no. And the other answered that
she could go if we would to one of our own office,
to which we agreed if she would. She thereupon
said no; she would not go to any but where she might
teach children, because of keeping herself in use
of what things she had earnt, which she do not here
nor will there, but only dressing. By which I
perceive the wench is cunning, but one very fit for
such a place, and accomplished to be woman to any
lady in the land. So quietly to sleep, it being
a cold night. But till my house is settled, I
do not see that I can mind my business of the office,
which grieves me to the heart. But I hope all
will over in a little time, and I hope to the best.
This day at Mrs. Holden’s I found my new low
crowned beaver according to the present fashion made,
and will be sent home to-morrow.