our cook-mayde, a pretty willing wench, but no good
cook; and Wayneman, my boy, who I am now turning away
for his naughty tricks. We have had from the
beginning our healths to this day very well, blessed
be God! Our late mayde Sarah going from us (though
put away by us) to live with Sir W. Pen do trouble
me, though I love the wench, so that we do make ourselves
a little strange to him and his family for it, and
resolve to do so. The same we are for other
reasons to my Lady Batten and hers. We have lately
had it in our thoughts, and I can hardly bring myself
off of it, since Mrs. Gosnell cannot be with us, to
find out another to be in the quality of a woman to
my wife that can sing or dance, and yet finding it
hard to save anything at the year’s end as I
now live, I think I shall not be such a fool till
I am more warm in my purse, besides my oath of entering
into no such expenses till I am worth L1000.
By my last year’s diligence in my office, blessed
be God! I am come to a good degree of knowledge
therein; and am acknowledged so by all—the
world, even the Duke himself, to whom I have a good
access and by that, and my being Commissioner with
him for Tangier, he takes much notice of me; and I
doubt not but, by the continuance of the same endeavours,
I shall in a little time come to be a man much taken
notice of in the world, specially being come to so
great an esteem with Mr. Coventry. The only
weight that lies heavy upon my mind is the ending
the business with my uncle Thomas about my-dead uncle’s
estate, which is very ill on our side, and I fear
when all is done I must be forced to maintain my father
myself, or spare a good deal towards it out of my
own purse, which will be a very great pull back to
me in my fortune. But I must be contented and
bring it to an issue one way or other. Publique
matters stand thus: The King is bringing, as is
said, his family, and Navy, and all other his charges,
to a less expence. In the mean time, himself
following his pleasures more than with good advice
he would do; at least, to be seen to all the world
to do so. His dalliance with my Lady Castlemaine
being publique, every day, to his great reproach; and
his favouring of none at Court so much as those that
are the confidants of his pleasure, as Sir H. Bennet
and Sir Charles Barkeley; which, good God! put it
into his heart to mend, before he makes himself too
much contemned by his people for it! The Duke
of Monmouth is in so great splendour at Court, and
so dandled by the King, that some doubt, if the King
should have no child by the Queen (which there is
yet no appearance of), whether he would not be acknowledged
for a lawful son; and that there will be a difference
follow upon it between the Duke of York and him; which
God prevent! My Lord Chancellor is threatened
by people to be questioned, the next sitting of the
Parliament, by some spirits that do not love to see
him so great: but certainly he is a good servant
to the King. The Queen-Mother is said to keep