he did believe the Dutch would have made more advantage
of the models than of the ships, and that the King
had had greater loss thereby; this they all laughed
at. After having heard him for an hour or more,
they bid him withdraw. I all this while showing
him no respect, but rather against him, for which
God forgive me! for I mean no hurt to him, but only
find that these Lords are upon their own purgation,
and it is necessary I should be so in behalf of the
office. He being gone, they caused Sir Richard
Browne to read over his minutes; and then my Lord
Arlington moved that they might be put into my hands
to put into form, I being more acquainted with such
business; and they were so. So I away back with
my books and papers; and when I got into the Court
it was pretty to see how people gazed upon me, that
I thought myself obliged to salute people and to smile,
lest they should think I was a prisoner too; but afterwards
I found that most did take me to be there to bear
evidence against P. Pett; but my fear was such, at
my going in, of the success of the day, that at my
going in I did think fit to give T. Hater, whom I
took with me, to wait the event, my closet-key and
directions where to find L500 and more in silver and
gold, and my tallys, to remove, in case of any misfortune
to me. Thence to Sir G. Carteret’s to take
my leave of my Lady Jem, who is going into the country
tomorrow; but she being now at prayers with my Lady
and family, and hearing here by Yorke, the carrier,
that my wife is coming to towne, I did make haste home
to see her, that she might not find me abroad, it
being the first minute I have been abroad since yesterday
was se’ennight. It is pretty to see how
strange it is to be abroad to see people, as it used
to be after a month or two’s absence, and I
have brought myself so to it, that I have no great
mind to be abroad, which I could not have believed
of myself. I got home, and after being there
a little, she come, and two of her fellow-travellers
with her, with whom we drunk: a couple of merchant-like
men, I think, but have friends in our country.
They being gone, I and my wife to talk, who did give
me so bad an account of her and my father’s method
in burying of our gold, that made me mad: and
she herself is not pleased with it, she believing
that my sister knows of it. My father and she
did it on Sunday, when they were gone to church, in
open daylight, in the midst of the garden; where,
for aught they knew, many eyes might see them:
which put me into such trouble, that I was almost
mad about it, and presently cast about, how to have
it back again to secure it here, the times being a
little better now; at least at White Hall they seem
as if they were, but one way or other I am resolved
to free them from the place if I can get them.
Such was my trouble at this, that I fell out with
my wife, that though new come to towne, I did not
sup with her, nor speak to her tonight, but to bed
and sleep.