was fair, that we might have the benefit of our whole
force in the ships that we had. He says three
things must [be] remedied, or else we shall be undone
by this fleete. 1. That we must fight in a line,
whereas we fight promiscuously, to our utter and demonstrable
ruine; the Dutch fighting otherwise; and we, whenever
we beat them. 2. We must not desert ships of
our own in distress, as we did, for that makes a captain
desperate, and he will fling away his ship, when there
is no hopes left him of succour. 3. That ships,
when they are a little shattered, must not take the
liberty to come in of themselves, but refit themselves
the best they can, and stay out—many of
our ships coming in with very small disablenesses.
He told me that our very commanders, nay, our very
flag-officers, do stand in need of exercising among
themselves, and discoursing the business of commanding
a fleete; he telling me that even one of our flag-men
in the fleete did not know which tacke lost the wind,
or which kept it, in the last engagement. He
says it was pure dismaying and fear that made them
all run upon the Galloper, not having their wits about
them; and that it was a miracle they were not all
lost. He much inveighs upon my discoursing of
Sir John Lawson’s saying heretofore, that sixty
sail would do as much as one hundred; and says that
he was a man of no counsel at all, but had got the
confidence to say as the gallants did, and did propose
to himself to make himself great by them, and saying
as they did; but was no man of judgement in his business,
but hath been out in the greatest points that have
come before them. And then in the business of
fore-castles, which he did oppose, all the world sees
now the use of them for shelter of men. He did
talk very rationally to me, insomuch that I took more
pleasure this night in hearing him discourse, than
I ever did in my life in any thing that he said.
He gone I to the office again, and so after some business
home to supper and to bed.
5th. Up and to the office, where we sat all the morning busy, then at noon dined and Mr. Sheply with me, who come to towne the other day. I lent him 630 in silver upon 30 pieces in gold. But to see how apt every body is to neglect old kindnesses! I must charge myself with the ingratitude of being unwilling to lend him so much money without some pawne, if he should have asked it, but he did not aske it, poor man, and so no harm done. After dinner, he gone, I to my office and Lumbard Streete about money, and then to my office again, very busy, and so till late, and then a song with my wife and Mercer in the garden, and so with great content to bed.