and again disappeared into nothingness.  The sadness of sophistication has come to the boy.  With a little gasp he sees himself as merely a leaf blown by the wind through the streets of his village.  He knows that in spite of all the stout talk of his fellows he must live and die in uncertainty, a thing blown by the winds, a thing destined like corn to wilt in the sun.  He shivers and looks eagerly about.  The eighteen years he has lived seem but a moment, a breathing space in the long march of humanity.  Already he hears death calling.  With all his heart he wants to come close to some other human, touch someone with his hands, be touched by the hand of another.  If he prefers that the other be a woman, that is because he believes that a woman will be gentle, that she will understand.  He wants, most of all, understanding.

When the moment of sophistication came to George Willard his mind turned to Helen White, the Winesburg banker’s daughter.  Always he had been conscious of the girl growing into womanhood as he grew into manhood.  Once on a summer night when he was eighteen, he had walked with her on a country road and in her presence had given way to an impulse to boast, to make himself appear big and significant in her eyes.  Now he wanted to see her for another purpose.  He wanted to tell her of the new impulses that had come to him.  He had tried to make her think of him as a man when he knew nothing of manhood and now he wanted to be with her and to try to make her feel the change he believed had taken place in his nature.

As for Helen White, she also had come to a period of change.  What George felt, she in her young woman’s way felt also.  She was no longer a girl and hungered to reach into the grace and beauty of womanhood.  She had come home from Cleveland, where she was attending college, to spend a day at the Fair.  She also had begun to have memories.  During the day she sat in the grand-stand with a young man, one of the instructors from the college, who was a guest of her mother’s.  The young man was of a pedantic turn of mind and she felt at once he would not do for her purpose.  At the Fair she was glad to be seen in his company as he was well dressed and a stranger.  She knew that the fact of his presence would create an impression.  During the day she was happy, but when night came on she began to grow restless.  She wanted to drive the instructor away, to get out of his presence.  While they sat together in the grand-stand and while the eyes of former schoolmates were upon them, she paid so much attention to her escort that he grew interested.  “A scholar needs money.  I should marry a woman with money,” he mused.

Helen White was thinking of George Willard even as he wandered gloomily through the crowds thinking of her.  She remembered the summer evening when they had walked together and wanted to walk with him again.  She thought that the months she had spent in the city, the going to theaters and the seeing of great crowds wandering in lighted thoroughfares, had changed her profoundly.  She wanted him to feel and be conscious of the change in her nature.