Elizabeth Willard could not remember her mother who had died when she was but five years old.  Her girlhood had been lived in the most haphazard manner imaginable.  Her father was a man who had wanted to be let alone and the affairs of the hotel would not let him alone.  He also had lived and died a sick man.  Every day he arose with a cheerful face, but by ten o’clock in the morning all the joy had gone out of his heart.  When a guest complained of the fare in the hotel dining room or one of the girls who made up the beds got married and went away, he stamped on the floor and swore.  At night when he went to bed he thought of his daughter growing up among the stream of people that drifted in and out of the hotel and was overcome with sadness.  As the girl grew older and began to walk out in the evening with men he wanted to talk to her, but when he tried was not successful.  He always forgot what he wanted to say and spent the time complaining of his own affairs.

In her girlhood and young womanhood Elizabeth had tried to be a real adventurer in life.  At eighteen life had so gripped her that she was no longer a virgin but, although she had a half dozen lovers before she married Tom Willard, she had never entered upon an adventure prompted by desire alone.  Like all the women in the world, she wanted a real lover.  Always there was something she sought blindly, passionately, some hidden wonder in life.  The tall beautiful girl with the swinging stride who had walked under the trees with men was forever putting out her hand into the darkness and trying to get hold of some other hand.  In all the babble of words that fell from the lips of the men with whom she adventured she was trying to find what would be for her the true word.

Elizabeth had married Tom Willard, a clerk in her father’s hotel, because he was at hand and wanted to marry at the time when the determination to marry came to her.  For a while, like most young girls, she thought marriage would change the face of life.  If there was in her mind a doubt of the outcome of the marriage with Tom she brushed it aside.  Her father was ill and near death at the time and she was perplexed because of the meaningless outcome of an affair in which she had just been involved.  Other girls of her age in Winesburg were marrying men she had always known, grocery clerks or young farmers.  In the evening they walked in Main Street with their husbands and when she passed they smiled happily.  She began to think that the fact of marriage might be full of some hidden significance.  Young wives with whom she talked spoke softly and shyly.  “It changes things to have a man of your own,” they said.

On the evening before her marriage the perplexed girl had a talk with her father.  Later she wondered if the hours alone with the sick man had not led to her decision to marry.  The father talked of his life and advised the daughter to avoid being led into another such muddle.  He abused Tom Willard, and that led Elizabeth to come to the clerk’s defense.  The sick man became excited and tried to get out of bed.  When she would not let him walk about he began to complain.  “I’ve never been let alone,” he said.  “Although I’ve worked hard I’ve not made the hotel pay.  Even now I owe money at the bank.  You’ll find that out when I’m gone.”