service upon all occasions. My Lord says, that
he hath the advantage of being able by his experience
to helpe and advise him; and he believes that that
chiefly do invite Sir Harry to this manner of treating
him. “Now,” says my Lord, “the
only and the greatest embarras that I have in the world
is, how to behave myself to Sir H. Bennet and my Lord
Chancellor, in case that there do lie any thing under
the embers about my Lord Bristoll, which nobody can
tell; for then,” says he, “I must appear
for one or other, and I will lose all I have in the
world rather than desert my Lord Chancellor:
so that,” says he, “I know not for my life
what to do in that case.” For Sir H. Bennet’s
love is come to the height, and his confidence, that
he hath given my Lord a character, and will oblige
my Lord to correspond with him. “This,”
says he, “is the whole condition of my estate
and interest; which I tell you, because I know not
whether I shall see you again or no.” Then
as to the voyage, he thinks it will be of charge to
him, and no profit; but that he must not now look
after nor think to encrease, but study to make good
what he hath, that what is due to him from the Wardrobe
or elsewhere may be paid, which otherwise would fail,
and all a man hath be but small content to him.
So we seemed to take leave one of another; my Lord
of me, desiring me that I would write to him and give
him information upon all occasions in matters that
concern him; which, put together with what he preambled
with yesterday, makes me think that my Lord do truly
esteem me still, and desires to preserve my service
to him; which I do bless God for. In the middle
of our discourse my Lady Crew came in to bring my
Lord word that he hath another son, my Lady being
brought to bed just now, I did not think her time had
been so nigh, but she’s well brought to bed,
for which God be praised! and send my Lord to study
the laying up of something the more! Then with
Creed to St. James’s, and missing Mr. Coventry,
to White Hall; where, staying for him in one of the
galleries, there comes out of the chayre-room Mrs.
Stewart, in a most lovely form, with her hair all
about her eares, having her picture taking there.
There was the King and twenty more, I think, standing
by all the while, and a lovely creature she in this
dress seemed to be. Thence to the ’Change
by coach, and so home to dinner and then to my office.
In the evening Mr. Hill, Andrews and I to my chamber
to sing, which we did very pleasantly, and then to
my office again, where very late and so home, with
my mind I bless God in good state of ease and body
of health, only my head at this juncture very full
of business, how to get something. Among others
what this rogue Creed will do before he goes to sea,
for I would fain be rid of him and see what he means
to do, for I will then declare myself his firm friend
or enemy.