a native of Galatia, a Jew of high caste, a learned
man, for he knew Zohar, {22} and he was likewise skilled
in medicine. When I was a child of some eight
years, he left Galatia, and taking his wife, who was
my mother, and myself with him, he bent his way unto
the East, even to Jerusalem; there he established
himself as a merchant, for he was acquainted with
trade and the arts of getting money. He was much
respected by the Rabbins of Jerusalem, for he was
a Polish man, and he knew more Zohar and more secrets
than the wisest of them. He made frequent journeys,
and was absent for weeks and for months, but he never
exceeded six moons. My father loved me, and he
taught me part of what he knew in the moments of his
leisure. I assisted him in his trade, but he
took me not with him in his journeys. We had
a shop at Jerusalem, even a shop of commerce, where
we sold the goods of the Nazarene, and my mother and
myself, and even a little sister who was born shortly
after our arrival at Jerusalem, all assisted my father
in his commerce. At length it came to pass, that
on a particular time he told us that he was going
on a journey, and he embraced us and bade us farewell,
and he departed, whilst we continued at Jerusalem
attending to the business. We awaited his return,
but months passed, even six months, and he came not,
and we wondered; and months passed, even other six
passed, but still he came not, nor did we hear any
tidings of him, and our hearts were filled with heaviness
and sorrow. But when years, even two years,
were expired, I said to my mother, ‘I will go
and seek my father’; and she said, ‘Do
so,’ and she gave me her blessing, and I kissed
my little sister, and I went forth as far as Egypt,
and there I heard tidings of my father, for people
told me he had been there, and they named the time,
and they said that he had passed from thence to the
land of the Turk; so I myself followed to the land
of the Turk, even unto Constantinople. And when
I arrived there I again heard of my father, for he
was well known amongst the Jews, and they told me
the time of his being there, and they added that he
had speculated and prospered, and departed from Constantinople,
but whither he went they knew not. So I reasoned
within myself and said, perhaps he may have gone to
the land of his fathers, even unto Galatia, to visit
his kindred; so I determined to go there myself, and
I went, and I found our kindred, and I made myself
known to them, and they rejoiced to see me; but when
I asked them for my father, they shook their heads
and could give me no intelligence; and they would
fain have had me tarry with them, but I would not,
for the thought of my father was working strong within
me, and I could not rest. So I departed and went
to another country, even unto Russia, and I went deep
into that country, even as far as Kazan, and of all
I met, whether Jew, or Russ, or Tartar, I inquired
for my father; but no one knew him, nor had heard of
him. So I turned back and here thou seest me;
and I now purpose going through all Germany and France,
nay, through all the world, until I have received
intelligence of my father, for I cannot rest until
I know what is become of my father, for the thought
of him burneth in my brain like fire, even like the
fire of Jehinnim.”