if he be, he is not solvent; that what between the
beggar and the knave, the King is abused the best part
of all his revenue. From thence we began to
talk of the Navy, and particularly of Sir W. Pen,
of whose rise to be a general I had a mind to be informed.
He told me he was always a conceited man, and one
that would put the best side outward, but that it
was his pretence of sanctity that brought him into
play. Lawson, and Portman, and the Fifth-monarchy
men, among whom he was a great brother, importuned
that he might be general; and it was pleasant to see
how Blackburne himself did act it, how when the Commissioners
of the Admiralty would enquire of the captains and
admirals of such and such men, how they would with
a sigh and casting up the eyes say, “Such a
man fears the Lord,” or, “I hope such a
man hath the Spirit of God,” and such things
as that. But he tells me that there was a cruel
articling against Pen after one fight, for cowardice,
in putting himself within a coyle of cables, of which
he had much ado to acquit himself: and by great
friends did it, not without remains of guilt, but that
his brethren had a mind to pass it by, and Sir H.
Vane did advise him to search his heart, and see whether
this fault or a greater sin was not the occasion of
this so great tryall. And he tells me, that what
Pen gives out about Cromwell’s sending and entreating
him to go to Jamaica, is very false; he knows the
contrary: besides, the Protector never was a man
that needed to send for any man, specially such a
one as he, twice. He tells me that the business
of Jamaica did miscarry absolutely by his pride, and
that when he was in the Tower he would cry like a child.
This he says of his own personal knowledge, and lastly
tells me that just upon the turne, when Monk was come
from the North to the City, and did begin to think
of bringing in the King, Pen was then turned Quaker.
This he is most certain of. He tells me that
Lawson was never counted any thing but only a seaman,
and a stout man, but a false man, and that now he appears
the greatest hypocrite in the world. And Pen
the same. He tells me that it is much talked
of, that the King intends to legitimate the Duke of
Monmouth; and that he has not, nor his friends of his
persuasion, have any hopes of getting their consciences
at liberty but by God Almighty’s turning of
the King’s heart, which they expect, and are
resolved to live and die in quiett hopes of it; but
never to repine, or act any thing more than by prayers
towards it. And that not only himself but all
of them have, and are willing at any time to take
the oaths of Allegiance and Supremacy. Thus
far, and upon many more things, we had discoursed when
some persons in a room hard by began to sing in three
parts very finely and to play upon a flagilette so
pleasantly that my discourse afterwards was but troublesome,
and I could not attend it, and so, anon, considering
of a sudden the time of night, we found it 11 o’clock,
which I thought it had not been by two hours, but