his ignorante bouldnes, in medling & controuling in
things he knows not what belongs too, as yt some threaten
to misscheefe him, others say they will leave ye shipe
& goe their way. But at ye best this cometh of
it, yt he maks him selfe a scorne & laughing stock
unto them. As for Mr. Weston, excepte grace
doe greatly swaye with him, he will hate us ten times
more then ever he loved us, for not confirming ye
conditions. But now, since some pinches have
taken them, they begine to reveile ye trueth, and say
Mr. Robinson was in ye falte who charged them never
to consente to those conditions, nor chuse me into
office, but indeede apointed them to chose them they
did chose. But he and they will rue too late,
they may now see, & all be ashamed when it is too
late, that they were so ignorante, yea, & so inordinate
in their courses. I am sure as they were resolved
not to seale those conditions, I was not so resolute
at Hamton to have left ye whole bussines, excepte
they would seale them, and better ye vioage to have
bene broken of then, then to have brought such miserie
to our selves, dishonour to God, & detrimente to our
loving freinds, as now it is like to doe. 4. or 5.
of ye cheefe of them which came from Leyden, came
resolved never to goe on those conditions. And
Mr. Martine, he said he never received no money on
those conditions, he was not beholden to ye marchants,
for a pine [pennie], they were bloudsuckers, & I know
not what. Simple man, he indeed never made any
conditions wth the marchants, nor ever spake with
them.
But did all that money flie to Hamton, or was it his
owne? Who will goe lay out money so rashly &
lavishly as he did, and never know how he comes by
it, or on what conditions? I tould him of ye
alteration longe agoe, & he was contente; but now
he dominires, & said I had betrayed them into ye hands
of slaves; he is not beholden to them, he can set out
2 ships him selfe to a viage. When, good man?
He hath but 50li. in, & if he should give up his
accounts he would not have a penie left him, —["This
was found true afterwards.] W[illiam] B"[radford]]—as
I am persuaded, &c. Freind, if ever we make
a plantation, God works a mirakle; especially considering
how scante we shall be of victualls, and most of all
ununited amongst our selves, & devoyd of good tutors
and regimente. Violence will break all.
Wher is ye meek & humble spirite of Moyses? & of
Nehemiah who reedified ye wals of Jerusalem, and ye
state of Israell? Is not ye sound of Rehoboams
braggs daly hear amongst us? Have not ye philosophers
and all wise men observed yt, even in setled comone
welths, violente governours bring either them selves,
or people, or boath, to ruine; how much more in ye
raising of comone wealths, when ye mortar is yet scarce
tempered yt should bind ye wales [walls]. If
I should write to you of all things which promiscuously
forerune our ruine, I should over charge my weake
head and greeve your tender hart; only this, I pray