The first time that she saw him with a downcast face the mistress had questioned him, and he had frankly expressed his regrets.  But he had been so repelled by his wife, in whose heart a great trouble, steadily repressed, however, had been produced, that he never dared to recur to the subject.

He suffered in silence.  But he no longer suffered alone.  Like an overflowing river that finds an outlet in the valley, which it inundates, the longings for maternity, hitherto repressed by the preoccupations of business, had suddenly seized Madame Desvarennes.

Strong and unyielding, she struggled and would not own herself conquered.  Still she became sad.  Her voice sounded less sonorously in the offices where she gave an order; her energetic nature seemed subdued.  Now she looked around her.  She beheld prosperity made stable by incessant work, respect gained by spotless honesty; she had attained the goal which she had marked out in her ambitious dreams, as being paradise itself.  Paradise was there; but it lacked the angel.  They had no child.

From that day a change came over this woman, slowly but surely; scarcely perceptible to strangers, but easy to be seen by those around her.  She became benevolent, and gave away considerable sums of money, especially to children’s “Homes.”  But when the good people who governed these establishments, lured on by her generosity, came to ask her to be on their committee of management, she became angry, asking them if they were joking with her?  What interest could those brats have for her?  She had other fish to fry.  She gave them what they needed, and what more could they want?  The fact was she felt weak and troubled before children.  But within her a powerful and unknown voice had arisen, and the hour was not far distant when the bitter wave of her regrets was to overflow and be made manifest.

She did not like Savinien, her nephew, and kept all her sweetness for the son of one of their old neighbors in the Rue Neuve-Coquenard, a small haberdasher, who had not been able to get on, but continued humbly to sell thread and needles to the thrifty folks of the neighborhood.  The haberdasher, Mother Delarue, as she was called, had remained a widow after one year of married life.  Pierre, her boy, had grown up under the shadow of the bakery, the cradle of the Desvarennes’s fortunes.

On Sundays the mistress would give him a gingerbread or a cracknel, and amuse herself with his baby prattle.  She did not lose sight of him when she removed to the Rue Vivienne.  Pierre had entered the elementary school of the neighborhood, and by his precocious intelligence and exceptional application, had not been long in getting to the top of his class.  The boy had left school after gaining an exhibition admitting him to the Chaptal College.  This hard worker, who was in a fair way of making his own position without costing his relatives anything, greatly interested Madame Desvarennes.  She found in this plucky nature a striking analogy to herself.  She formed projects for Pierre’s future; in fancy she saw him enter the Polytechnic school, and leave it with honors.  The young man had the choice of becoming a mining or civil engineer, and of entering the government service.