“That is remarkable.”

“What else could I do?  I knew Latin and Greek as well as any man in France, but as far as anything else was concerned I was as ignorant as a schoolmaster.  The same day I tried to make use of what I knew, and I went to a publisher of classic books, of whom I had heard my professor of Greek literature speak.  After questioning me he gave me a copy of Pindar to prepare with Latin notes, and advanced me thirty francs, which lasted me a month.  I came to Paris with the desire to work, but without having made up my mind what to do.  I went wherever there were lectures, to the Sorbonne, to the College de France, to the Law School, and to the School of Medicine; but it was a month before I came to a decision.  The subtleties of law displeased me, but the study of medicine, depending upon the observation of facts, attracted me, and I decided to become a doctor.”

“A marriage of reason.”

“No, a marriage for love.  Because, if I had consulted reason, it would have told me that to marry medicine when one has nothing—­neither family to sustain you nor relatives to push you—­would be to condemn yourself to a life of trials, of battles, and of misery.  My student life was happy; I worked hard, and by giving lessons in Latin I had enough to eat.  When I received as house-surgeon six, eight, nine hundred francs, I thought it a large fortune, and I would have remained in this position for the rest of my life if I had been able to do so, but when I took my degree of doctor I was obliged to leave the hospital.  The possessor of several thousand francs, I should have followed rigorously my dream of ambition.  While attending the mistress of one of my comrades I made the acquaintance of an upholsterer, who suggested that he should furnish an apartment for me, and that I might pay him later.  I yielded to temptation.  Remember, I had passed eight years in the Hotel du Senat, and I knew nothing of Paris life.  A home of my own!  My own furniture, and a servant in my anteroom!  I should be somebody!  My upholsterer could have installed me in his own quarter of Paris, and perhaps could have obtained some patients for me among his customers, who are rich and fashionable.  But he did not do this, probably concluding that with my awkward appearance I would not be a success with such people.  When you are successful it is original to be a peasant—­people find you clever; but before success comes to you it is a disgrace.  He furnished me an apartment in a very respectable house in the Rue Louis-le-Grand.  When I went into it I had debts to the amount of ten thousand francs behind me, the interest on this sum, the rent of two thousand four hundred francs, not a sou in my pocket, not a relative—­”

“That was courageous.”