The French Immortals Series — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 5,292 pages of information about The French Immortals Series — Complete.

The French Immortals Series — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 5,292 pages of information about The French Immortals Series — Complete.

Claire was lost in thought.  She did not waste time in regrets, in fruitless lamentations.  She knew that life was inflexible and that all the arguments in the world will not arrest the cruel logic of its inevitable progress.  She did not ask herself how that man had succeeded in deceiving her so long—­how he could have sacrificed the honor and happiness of his family for a mere caprice.  That was the fact, and all her reflections could not wipe it out, could not repair the irreparable.  The subject that engrossed her thoughts was the future.  A new existence was unfolding before her eyes, dark, cruel, full of privation and toil; and, strangely enough, the prospect of ruin, instead of terrifying her, restored all her courage.  The idea of the change of abode made necessary by the economy they would be obliged to practise, of work made compulsory for Georges and perhaps for herself, infused an indefinable energy into the distressing calmness of her despair.  What a heavy burden of souls she would have with her three children:  her mother, her child, and her husband!  The feeling of responsibility prevented her giving way too much to her misfortune, to the wreck of her love; and in proportion as she forgot herself in the thought of the weak creatures she had to protect she realized more fully the meaning of the word “sacrifice,” so vague on careless lips, so serious when it becomes a rule of life.

Such were the poor woman’s thoughts during that sad vigil, a vigil of arms and tears, while she was preparing her forces for the great battle.  Such was the scene lighted by the modest little lamp which Risler had seen from below, like a star fallen from the radiant chandeliers of the ballroom.

Reassured by Pere Achille’s reply, the honest fellow thought of going up to his bedroom, avoiding the festivities and the guests, for whom he cared little.

On such occasions he used a small servants’ staircase communicating with the counting-room.  So he walked through the many-windowed workshops, which the moon, reflected by the snow, made as light as at noonday.  He breathed the atmosphere of the day of toil, a hot, stifling atmosphere, heavy with the odor of boiled talc and varnish.  The papers spread out on the dryers formed long, rustling paths.  On all sides tools were lying about, and blouses hanging here and there ready for the morrow.  Risler never walked through the shops without a feeling of pleasure.

Suddenly he spied a light in Planus’s office, at the end of that long line of deserted rooms.  The old cashier was still at work, at one o’clock in the morning!  That was really most extraordinary.

Risler’s first impulse was to retrace his steps.  In fact, since his unaccountable falling-out with Sigismond, since the cashier had adopted that attitude of cold silence toward him, he had avoided meeting him.  His wounded friendship had always led him to shun an explanation; he had a sort of pride in not asking Planus why he bore him ill-will.  But, on that evening, Risler felt so strongly the need of cordial sympathy, of pouring out his heart to some one, and then it was such an excellent opportunity for a tete-a-tete with his former friend, that he did not try to avoid him but boldly entered the counting-room.

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